CANT HOLD IT IN.

THAT'S IT.

I'm done and tired with everything.
I have 7 aspects of life.
Three of them are not going smoothly.
4/7, you see where my stress is at.

I just want to yell it out:
CANT I DO SOMETHING ON MY OWN?
WHY MUST EVERYTHING I DO, SHE DOES?
IM SICK OF JUST HAVING HER ALL THE TIME,
SHADOWING ME, COPYING ME, DESIRING WHAT I WANT.

I feel so trap. Like I cant be myself because of HER.
I probably wouldnt have this affect me as much,
but im already miss as it is, and to add this to the concoction,
Im mad.

This temper will prolong, I can feel it.
Unless I get a total relaxation but I still doubt it.
Since my blood is still boiling.

Maybe I'll call it a night now. And fly to the rest of my life.
I still have three that I can count on.
And one part of my life is the only one that keeps me sane.


IM STILL SO MAD THAT IM HOLDING MYSELF FROM CUSSING.
EFF THIS.