I thought I have it.
I thought I was on that position.
I guess things changed, even these intangible connections.
I should have known.
However, I was too confident;
Considering its been too close to say it was far.
I hate not knowing when I'm suppose to.
Leaving me in the dark although I don't belong there.
The ache pains. It bothers me because...
Will this always happen to me?
Then what's the end?
Always and always,
I keep losing these important things.
Taking them now for granted wouldn't help at all.
Wait, is that my security blanket?
The thought of "I might as well get something out of this"
How terrible, no wonder these incidents repeat itself.
And yet another deja vu.
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