Unexpected Turn of Events.

They leave me rather speechless.
If things do not go as plan, I tend to just shrug it off, but this one I can't.
My whole dilemma was left in vain.
All those times I stressed out about it, then to turn into this?!

I have said before how I want to keep things the way they are.
However, there are things that meant for a change.
With that said, I was prepared to let go and moved on--and I was alright with that.

Then BOOM. The "thing" that wanted to let go decided to come back on its own.
And it came back more...clingy?
It's as if though I was the reason the thing could not move forward.
Now, I am raining with compliments here and there.

Omona, I kinda wanted this to happen but at the same time I don't.
I really do not know what I want..but not this, not this.
Now I just gotta try to treasure what I have and welcome what's coming..?
Naw, I don't fly like that. I just don't open my gates that easily.

The thing that wanted to come out in the first place is now trying to get back in.
And real talk, it is more persistent than ever.
Sigh, I gotta deal with this one again.