The Princess Disease.

Every princesses doesn't want anyone from her kingdom to part from her.
No matter how selfish it seems, a princess is just used to that kind of environment.
It's how they have grown up, it has become their lifestyle.
Of course, nothing runs smoothly all the time, so let downs are inevitable.
Living in a big castle, a princess can only depend on the people around her for happiness.
What is she to do, when one by one they just leave her side?

I want to keep my kingdom the way it is.
But it can't be help, some people go beyond the castle walls,
and the saddest thing is that they don't, or never look back.

The saying "you never know how precious someone is until they are gone" is indeed true. I want to stop taking things for granted, but i find it hard.
It's there, I push it away. It goes away, I pull it back.
But I don't have the strength to always pull things back,
especially those who have drifter too far,
rather I just stand and watch it drift farther,
unable to do or say something for it to come back.
Then I sulk myself for days, and live the rest of my time lamenting.

For those who I could pull back,
I can't help but feel sorry, because they are victims of my selfishness.

In the end, those princesses seem to have everything.
They have so much, that they don't really know what they really want.
Apparently, they too, are victims of their own selfishness.















College starts tomorrow. Yikes.