Just Cope With It.

That's what I realized and that is what summing up my overall thinking.
All I have to do is to focus on what I have--my new years resolution anyways.
If I keep insisting for the things that pleases me the most,
then I will be hurt, for it is such a selfish thing to do on my behalf.
I can't keep everything around me just for fun and for my pleasure

I am pretty much content, but not happy.
If I try to be happy, then I will succumb to greediness.
I already have many shortcomings, I do not wish to add more to it.

This thing will bother me still, although I have to try to cope with it.
In time, it will be less painful... or not.
Regardless, I am okay.