THAT'S IT.
I'm done and tired with everything.
I have 7 aspects of life.
Three of them are not going smoothly.
4/7, you see where my stress is at.
I just want to yell it out:
CANT I DO SOMETHING ON MY OWN?
WHY MUST EVERYTHING I DO, SHE DOES?
IM SICK OF JUST HAVING HER ALL THE TIME,
SHADOWING ME, COPYING ME, DESIRING WHAT I WANT.
I feel so trap. Like I cant be myself because of HER.
I probably wouldnt have this affect me as much,
but im already miss as it is, and to add this to the concoction,
Im mad.
This temper will prolong, I can feel it.
Unless I get a total relaxation but I still doubt it.
Since my blood is still boiling.
Maybe I'll call it a night now. And fly to the rest of my life.
I still have three that I can count on.
And one part of my life is the only one that keeps me sane.
IM STILL SO MAD THAT IM HOLDING MYSELF FROM CUSSING.
EFF THIS.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Fragmented Dream
I had a very good dream.
It was so great that thinking about it again,
Puts a smile on my face, seemingly like a fool.
The one thing I don't like, is that I only have fragments of it.
I try so hard to remember the face.
The person in my dream, but to no avail.
And yet, thinking of WHAT happened in my dream is all worth it.
But I'm still curios about WHO took part in my dream.
Is this how amnesia works?
You see it in your mind--the picture, the surroundings, yourself
All but ONE thing--the people that also took part.
The faces of others, its hard to remember.
I'm trying to fit in the fragmented puzzles of my dreams.
To remember at least one face in my dream.
Rather, that one face in my dream.
Interesting enough, I still grin over it.
No matter how fragmented it seems, I'm loving it.
If and only I can find the rest of the pieces, it would be my perfect dream.
Or so I say.
Maybe the fact that I cant remember fully,
Is because my alter-ego knows I'll regret it.
It was so great that thinking about it again,
Puts a smile on my face, seemingly like a fool.
The one thing I don't like, is that I only have fragments of it.
I try so hard to remember the face.
The person in my dream, but to no avail.
And yet, thinking of WHAT happened in my dream is all worth it.
But I'm still curios about WHO took part in my dream.
Is this how amnesia works?
You see it in your mind--the picture, the surroundings, yourself
All but ONE thing--the people that also took part.
The faces of others, its hard to remember.
I'm trying to fit in the fragmented puzzles of my dreams.
To remember at least one face in my dream.
Rather, that one face in my dream.
Interesting enough, I still grin over it.
No matter how fragmented it seems, I'm loving it.
If and only I can find the rest of the pieces, it would be my perfect dream.
Or so I say.
Maybe the fact that I cant remember fully,
Is because my alter-ego knows I'll regret it.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Deja Vu
I thought I have it.
I thought I was on that position.
I guess things changed, even these intangible connections.
I should have known.
However, I was too confident;
Considering its been too close to say it was far.
I hate not knowing when I'm suppose to.
Leaving me in the dark although I don't belong there.
The ache pains. It bothers me because...
Will this always happen to me?
Then what's the end?
Always and always,
I keep losing these important things.
Taking them now for granted wouldn't help at all.
Wait, is that my security blanket?
The thought of "I might as well get something out of this"
How terrible, no wonder these incidents repeat itself.
And yet another deja vu.
I thought I was on that position.
I guess things changed, even these intangible connections.
I should have known.
However, I was too confident;
Considering its been too close to say it was far.
I hate not knowing when I'm suppose to.
Leaving me in the dark although I don't belong there.
The ache pains. It bothers me because...
Will this always happen to me?
Then what's the end?
Always and always,
I keep losing these important things.
Taking them now for granted wouldn't help at all.
Wait, is that my security blanket?
The thought of "I might as well get something out of this"
How terrible, no wonder these incidents repeat itself.
And yet another deja vu.
Friday, October 1, 2010
It Just Won't Go Away
It bothers me still.
It bothers me to the point that I can think about this situation for hours.
I just can't believe how thick-faced people can get.
I know she can, but it still amuses me.
You always play the victim, so to no surprise--
I should have figured that you would twist the story around.
It was expected from you, but why do I still find it unbelievable?
I'm still appalled by the whole situation.
They say that I shouldn't say anything.
That seeing us happily together, while you are stuck there..
Is enough to make your head spin. That's your slap right there.
But the thing is, it's not my personality to just leave things at that.
I want a slap on your face for reality check--a HARDER slap.
Especially when I know that you ought to make me the bad guy here.
Spreading the words and sadly, people are gullible to believe it,
Not even interested in hearing the other side of the story.
It still in my system.
I'm trying my best to stay calm and ignore.
But how can I? Your ignorance is getting the best of me.
Do you not know that you're a fool in front of us?
In front of the people who knows the truth?
Because we can hear your lies and twisted words.
As much as I want to laugh it off, I can't.
It Just Won't Go Away.
It bothers me to the point that I can think about this situation for hours.
I just can't believe how thick-faced people can get.
I know she can, but it still amuses me.
You always play the victim, so to no surprise--
I should have figured that you would twist the story around.
It was expected from you, but why do I still find it unbelievable?
I'm still appalled by the whole situation.
They say that I shouldn't say anything.
That seeing us happily together, while you are stuck there..
Is enough to make your head spin. That's your slap right there.
But the thing is, it's not my personality to just leave things at that.
I want a slap on your face for reality check--a HARDER slap.
Especially when I know that you ought to make me the bad guy here.
Spreading the words and sadly, people are gullible to believe it,
Not even interested in hearing the other side of the story.
It still in my system.
I'm trying my best to stay calm and ignore.
But how can I? Your ignorance is getting the best of me.
Do you not know that you're a fool in front of us?
In front of the people who knows the truth?
Because we can hear your lies and twisted words.
As much as I want to laugh it off, I can't.
It Just Won't Go Away.
Saturday, July 3, 2010
miss A - Bad Girl Good Girl
The song grew on me. I blame the beats, I am a sucker for lovely beats.
I quote the intro for future reference.
"You don't know me, so shut up boy"
That's right. And what do you know, I am both Good and Bad. Mostly bad..some would say.
I quote the intro for future reference.
"You don't know me, so shut up boy"
That's right. And what do you know, I am both Good and Bad. Mostly bad..some would say.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Super Junior - Bonamana
I'd rather sleep with giddiness than anger and the solution? Tada~
I can't wait til they released 'No Other' MV.
D.O.N.G.H.A.E. for the win!
Okay, I'm done being angry.
I can't wait til they released 'No Other' MV.
D.O.N.G.H.A.E. for the win!
Okay, I'm done being angry.
ANGERED.
There are so much feelings within me I'm not even up to making poems.
Let's just be straightforward.
I'M ANGRY. No, not pissed or upset. ANGRY.
Why? Same scenario like last night. Ugh.
The feeling of having people take advantage of you.
It's hard to take advantage of me since I always know what people are up to with me.
This time, I knew it was going to happen and let it happen.
So I'm paying the consequences by feeling so irritated right now.
It's because we are friends-- closest of friends.
Best friends are you best enemies and once you argue with them, it's like raining fireballs.
I got so heated up that I bluntly told her what she's been doing.
That I know what she's up to and yet I'm cool with it.
Those guilt trip statements, you know? I'm an expert with that.
So then she backed off and let me had my way.
No duh, you can't talk the talk with me, even if you are as feisty as my best friend.
She herself, know the trouble and lost she'll have to deal with once she crosses the line with me.
I was letting out my anger with my other best friend online.
We can relate--since we are both going through the same dilemma. HER.
The text messages I got from her was just--let's just say that if she were talking to my face, she wouldn't even have time to finish her sentence since my hand would automatically hit her face.
That would be terrible, since she's a fighter..so that's one cat-fight a referee wouldn't want to be involved with. WWF anyone?
Wait, what the hell. I'm suppose to be mad. Got distracted since my sister and my other best friend online are talking to me. On the bright note, it's nice to know that I don't hold grudges that long anymore. Or at least I get distracted from being angry for a second.
Anyways, this is the last time that she and I will talk, for now.
"Are you going to be cool with her still after this?" is what my other friend asked.
Of course, I forgive and forget now. I wouldn't throw away everything we had just because we argued tonight. Arguments are part of life, unfortunately. You learn things and what did I learn with my argument with her?
That she is scared of losing me as her best friend as I am from losing her...
Wait, I guess I am a bit mad still since right now, I feel that I couldn't care less..hah.
Since these kinds of ups and downs happen in friendships, for tonight..
Just let me be mad.
Let's just be straightforward.
I'M ANGRY. No, not pissed or upset. ANGRY.
Why? Same scenario like last night. Ugh.
The feeling of having people take advantage of you.
It's hard to take advantage of me since I always know what people are up to with me.
This time, I knew it was going to happen and let it happen.
So I'm paying the consequences by feeling so irritated right now.
It's because we are friends-- closest of friends.
Best friends are you best enemies and once you argue with them, it's like raining fireballs.
I got so heated up that I bluntly told her what she's been doing.
That I know what she's up to and yet I'm cool with it.
Those guilt trip statements, you know? I'm an expert with that.
So then she backed off and let me had my way.
No duh, you can't talk the talk with me, even if you are as feisty as my best friend.
She herself, know the trouble and lost she'll have to deal with once she crosses the line with me.
I was letting out my anger with my other best friend online.
We can relate--since we are both going through the same dilemma. HER.
The text messages I got from her was just--let's just say that if she were talking to my face, she wouldn't even have time to finish her sentence since my hand would automatically hit her face.
That would be terrible, since she's a fighter..so that's one cat-fight a referee wouldn't want to be involved with. WWF anyone?
Wait, what the hell. I'm suppose to be mad. Got distracted since my sister and my other best friend online are talking to me. On the bright note, it's nice to know that I don't hold grudges that long anymore. Or at least I get distracted from being angry for a second.
Anyways, this is the last time that she and I will talk, for now.
"Are you going to be cool with her still after this?" is what my other friend asked.
Of course, I forgive and forget now. I wouldn't throw away everything we had just because we argued tonight. Arguments are part of life, unfortunately. You learn things and what did I learn with my argument with her?
That she is scared of losing me as her best friend as I am from losing her...
Wait, I guess I am a bit mad still since right now, I feel that I couldn't care less..hah.
Since these kinds of ups and downs happen in friendships, for tonight..
Just let me be mad.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Cannot Be Used.
Don't try to rip me off with your bull.
Just what kind of trick are you trying to pull?
Sure, we're friends--close friends.
But now it actually depends.
No, I don't blame this silly issue.
Now I'm about to tell the story so grab a tissue.
Distance kills and that what you chose.
Although from the get-go you know I would oppose.
I said "Your life would be miserable"
and yet you think your life over there would be so compatible.
Mark my words, things will change for the worst
Especially when your lies are not rehearsed.
From way back, it has always been us catering to you.
It must have seemed lovely because you can't bid that habit adieu
Always taking things for granted,
Now even your little mini-me is not wanted.
Try to see things in our perspective.
Get outside the thought that you can always be so collective.
Taking or using things
But that's never going to happened now that you spread your wings.
You chose to leave.
Now everything that you want from us are something you can't ever receive.
Just what kind of trick are you trying to pull?
Sure, we're friends--close friends.
But now it actually depends.
No, I don't blame this silly issue.
Now I'm about to tell the story so grab a tissue.
Distance kills and that what you chose.
Although from the get-go you know I would oppose.
I said "Your life would be miserable"
and yet you think your life over there would be so compatible.
Mark my words, things will change for the worst
Especially when your lies are not rehearsed.
From way back, it has always been us catering to you.
It must have seemed lovely because you can't bid that habit adieu
Always taking things for granted,
Now even your little mini-me is not wanted.
Try to see things in our perspective.
Get outside the thought that you can always be so collective.
Taking or using things
But that's never going to happened now that you spread your wings.
You chose to leave.
Now everything that you want from us are something you can't ever receive.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Caught!
So much to do, so little time.
I'm trying to figure out how to get this obsession out of my mind.
Every single day; for every minute, for every second
Is there even a time for my reality? Now that I mentioned.
It will go away, slowly but surely
But I see it only growing steadily.
What to do? Obviously confused.
But enjoying it regardless and stays amused.
Oh dear, this obsession is going to get the best of me.
Head in clouds and couldn't be free
It will die, it will die..is what I wish.
Yet somehow I got caught by a fish.
I can't break free from the fish's spell.
It seems more stable than those clam shells.
Stuck in this ocean as a bait
Looks like I have nothing to do but wait.
The ocean is vast and full of surprises.
Now I only see myself with tons of disguises.
I try to turn back but to my dismay
The ocean is too strong for me to just look away
I set this trap up myself
Now see me calling for help.
Never play around the ocean shore
If you don't want to be under a fish's core.
This is not as straightforward as it seems
I only speak in codes and about my dreams.
There seems to be no progression
Because clearly this obsession is now my passion.
I'm trying to figure out how to get this obsession out of my mind.
Every single day; for every minute, for every second
Is there even a time for my reality? Now that I mentioned.
It will go away, slowly but surely
But I see it only growing steadily.
What to do? Obviously confused.
But enjoying it regardless and stays amused.
Oh dear, this obsession is going to get the best of me.
Head in clouds and couldn't be free
It will die, it will die..is what I wish.
Yet somehow I got caught by a fish.
I can't break free from the fish's spell.
It seems more stable than those clam shells.
Stuck in this ocean as a bait
Looks like I have nothing to do but wait.
The ocean is vast and full of surprises.
Now I only see myself with tons of disguises.
I try to turn back but to my dismay
The ocean is too strong for me to just look away
I set this trap up myself
Now see me calling for help.
Never play around the ocean shore
If you don't want to be under a fish's core.
This is not as straightforward as it seems
I only speak in codes and about my dreams.
There seems to be no progression
Because clearly this obsession is now my passion.
Friday, June 11, 2010
I Love to Laugh
I laughed at your face because it's ugly.
I laughed at the way you talk because you try to act cool.
I laughed at the way you dress because you aint got no style.
I laughed at your jokes not because they are funny, but because they are too corny.
I laughed at your life because its senseless.
I laughed at your pride because you don't got one.
I laughed at your logic because they are irrational.
I laughed at your hope because its just a false light.
I laughed at your effort because they are meaningless.
Lastly, I laughed at myself for even tolerating those things when I see you.
I laughed at the way you talk because you try to act cool.
I laughed at the way you dress because you aint got no style.
I laughed at your jokes not because they are funny, but because they are too corny.
I laughed at your life because its senseless.
I laughed at your pride because you don't got one.
I laughed at your logic because they are irrational.
I laughed at your hope because its just a false light.
I laughed at your effort because they are meaningless.
Lastly, I laughed at myself for even tolerating those things when I see you.
Monday, June 7, 2010
Once Again.
Just for the heck of it, I'll post my disclaimer once more:
Beware:
Due to Jea's unconditional stalking incidents, she has developed stalker senses. Please refrain from following her if you do not wish to suffer from painful side effects.
Beware:
Due to Jea's unconditional stalking incidents, she has developed stalker senses. Please refrain from following her if you do not wish to suffer from painful side effects.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
My Horror Flick
You know of Nightmare on Elm Street? When you think its over, it's really not.
He comes back.
Apparently, I have a Freddie Kreuger in my life.
I thought it was REALLY over, then BAM; it came back.
I really want to think its over, but one of my sources said it's not.
Since when was my life a horror movie?
I always have been living a fairytale life, and now it turned into a horror flick.
Thanks Freddie! -_-
I can deal with Fairytales' dilemmas, but when its a scary movie flick,
I usually stop the film before it gets worst , but where the hell is the stop button in my life?
Today was just crazy; he turned on his OA mode and that's just annoying.
He is clearly distorted if he can't get THE message.
No hope--nothing will happen--do you even need common sense for that one?
Don't even try to compare yourself to a classic gentleman
because a gentleman would STOP if they see the lady they pursue annoyed as hell.
I'm frustrated that I couldn't even get my thoughts straight.
Usually, I have a lot more things to say at my own pace
Don't let me write a rhyme just so I can slap your face.
No style-no zest-no looks, what's there to like?
The ugliness wreaks from inside and out, so go on and take a hike.
You can't see yourself in the way others perceived you
You are blinded by your own desires and you might lose your crew
You think this is just a game? Well, you fell under your own trap
Now see if I even give a crap.
There's no free throws in life, gotta earn things your way.
I'm someone you can NEVER earn since You are wayyy out of your league, but hey!
You can suck it up to avoid being the fool.
Although you are kinda digging your own grave by acting too cool
Stop the pretense of holding on to your last hope;
you never had one to begin with and that's something you should cope.
See now? I ended up pulling a rhyme.
That's how frustrated I am with this horror flick's crime.
I'm not the type of person that will spell out everything for you.
Why? because my words shall stab you.
Truth hurts and reality can kill.
Try not to overdose yourself with a pill.
My words are harsh and I prick when irritated
So better run away and lose those hopes before you turn incapacitated.
If things can't turn out for good,
Expect my harsher mood.
Watch out as I turn this nightmare around,
Don't make me burrow you underground.
Turn back and forget while you can, and let me be
because this horror movie's murderer might end up being me.
He comes back.
Apparently, I have a Freddie Kreuger in my life.
I thought it was REALLY over, then BAM; it came back.
I really want to think its over, but one of my sources said it's not.
Since when was my life a horror movie?
I always have been living a fairytale life, and now it turned into a horror flick.
Thanks Freddie! -_-
I can deal with Fairytales' dilemmas, but when its a scary movie flick,
I usually stop the film before it gets worst , but where the hell is the stop button in my life?
Today was just crazy; he turned on his OA mode and that's just annoying.
He is clearly distorted if he can't get THE message.
No hope--nothing will happen--do you even need common sense for that one?
Don't even try to compare yourself to a classic gentleman
because a gentleman would STOP if they see the lady they pursue annoyed as hell.
I'm frustrated that I couldn't even get my thoughts straight.
Usually, I have a lot more things to say at my own pace
Don't let me write a rhyme just so I can slap your face.
No style-no zest-no looks, what's there to like?
The ugliness wreaks from inside and out, so go on and take a hike.
You can't see yourself in the way others perceived you
You are blinded by your own desires and you might lose your crew
You think this is just a game? Well, you fell under your own trap
Now see if I even give a crap.
There's no free throws in life, gotta earn things your way.
I'm someone you can NEVER earn since You are wayyy out of your league, but hey!
You can suck it up to avoid being the fool.
Although you are kinda digging your own grave by acting too cool
Stop the pretense of holding on to your last hope;
you never had one to begin with and that's something you should cope.
See now? I ended up pulling a rhyme.
That's how frustrated I am with this horror flick's crime.
I'm not the type of person that will spell out everything for you.
Why? because my words shall stab you.
Truth hurts and reality can kill.
Try not to overdose yourself with a pill.
My words are harsh and I prick when irritated
So better run away and lose those hopes before you turn incapacitated.
If things can't turn out for good,
Expect my harsher mood.
Watch out as I turn this nightmare around,
Don't make me burrow you underground.
Turn back and forget while you can, and let me be
because this horror movie's murderer might end up being me.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Not Quite There
Recovered.
Still, my pulse rate is not going any down.
125. Not good.
Tests showed that I'm dehydrated, gotta drink lots of liquids.
Still, my heart rate will not go down.
And there's one reason.
Super Junior's Bonamana!
Gahh. See how smexy Donghae in there?
Pulse rate is getting more abnormal.
Thank you Super Junior and my forever bias Donghae.
Still, my pulse rate is not going any down.
125. Not good.
Tests showed that I'm dehydrated, gotta drink lots of liquids.
Still, my heart rate will not go down.
And there's one reason.
Super Junior's Bonamana!
Gahh. See how smexy Donghae in there?
Pulse rate is getting more abnormal.
Thank you Super Junior and my forever bias Donghae.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Sick Sick Sick
When you get sick...
you get really sick....
I'm talking about getting 102 fever + sore throat, ugh.
Worst feeling ever.
And perfect timing!
So much cramming and papers to do!
Wow, sometimes, I really wonder about my luck =/
Lately, it doesn't seem to go my way.
I need to pick up a lucky penny or something to turn my luck around.
I blamed those black cats who sings to me every night! XD
They have been meowing next to my bedroom window.
I need to get back in shape.
My size 0 jeans are too lose on me =0 -_-
you get really sick....
I'm talking about getting 102 fever + sore throat, ugh.
Worst feeling ever.
And perfect timing!
So much cramming and papers to do!
Wow, sometimes, I really wonder about my luck =/
Lately, it doesn't seem to go my way.
I need to pick up a lucky penny or something to turn my luck around.
I blamed those black cats who sings to me every night! XD
They have been meowing next to my bedroom window.
I need to get back in shape.
My size 0 jeans are too lose on me =0 -_-
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Where is thy sunglasses?!
I bought new sunglasses...then after two days...
i lost it T_T
Sigh, the feeling of remorse.
so much for $10, i didn't even get to used it that much.
Blahh, I always forget things.
I need a cure for this short term memory loss.
I re-checked my head over and over again..
just in case my sunglasses was on top of my head..
but to no avail..
sigh..
i lost it T_T
Sigh, the feeling of remorse.
so much for $10, i didn't even get to used it that much.
Blahh, I always forget things.
I need a cure for this short term memory loss.
I re-checked my head over and over again..
just in case my sunglasses was on top of my head..
but to no avail..
sigh..
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Deadly Night
Just when I decided to sleep kinda early, things did not go as planned.
It was a friday night and I decided to sleep before midnight because I had to get up
and babysit a little monster early in the morning.
I was already tired, so I knew I'd crashed...But then it happened -_-
A deadly gas had invavded my room and boy oh boy did it spread too fast.
A skunk had find it in their best interest to exhale an intoxicating scent...
right on my bedroom window..which is next to my bed -_-
I covered myself with a blanket but it was no use, the smell was just there.
I was so mad.and I planned to just sleep on the living room...
but I want my bed ya'know?
So I put up with it, eck. I covered myself with two blankets.
When I woke up in the morning the deadly stinge was still lurking around.
Didn't know a skunk's weapon can stay long like that..really invaded my private space, sigh.
So much for a dreamy night...I slept in a poison chamber =/
It was a friday night and I decided to sleep before midnight because I had to get up
and babysit a little monster early in the morning.
I was already tired, so I knew I'd crashed...But then it happened -_-
A deadly gas had invavded my room and boy oh boy did it spread too fast.
A skunk had find it in their best interest to exhale an intoxicating scent...
right on my bedroom window..which is next to my bed -_-
I covered myself with a blanket but it was no use, the smell was just there.
I was so mad.and I planned to just sleep on the living room...
but I want my bed ya'know?
So I put up with it, eck. I covered myself with two blankets.
When I woke up in the morning the deadly stinge was still lurking around.
Didn't know a skunk's weapon can stay long like that..really invaded my private space, sigh.
So much for a dreamy night...I slept in a poison chamber =/
Friday, April 9, 2010
S'been Awhile
Sorry for the sudden hiatus.
Its spring break ya'know.
For the mean time, go HYORI!
Anyone seen her MV Teaser?
The Queen is Back so step aside!
She owns the center stage and will pawn anyone who dare steals the spotlight.
Its spring break ya'know.
For the mean time, go HYORI!
Anyone seen her MV Teaser?
The Queen is Back so step aside!
She owns the center stage and will pawn anyone who dare steals the spotlight.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Statistics Mid-Terms
Oh man, never in my life..did I feel very anxious about taking an exam.
No matter what subject it is, I breeze through it with no fail.
But man, Statistics midterms?! Probabilities are NOT my thing.
And it just so happens that we are on that chapter.
I tried studying for it because I cannot afford to get even a C on this test.
So I opened my book last night and thought I should cram for it.
Then BAM! I realize that I do not know how to study 0_0
I always pass and get my A's with not much effort, that when I actually
need my A..I do not know how to get it..with studying.
So I read my notes, and try to do the example problems..
Then I tried doing more problems on the book..but I totally do not get it.
Why is it that when the teacher shows you how to work on a problem,
on the book the questions they give you are in no way similar to what the teacher has shown.
I have no problems with Statistics, its just those darn probabilities.
They kill me and I just don't get them.
"You have 2 dice in your hand. What is the probability that the first dice will roll and odd number and the second one would land on a 6?"
Like I care about the percentage on which number my dice would roll!
Just roll the dice and play monopoly!
Math never applies to real life.... (well, stats is not really math)
So I walked into a building and saw a triangular painting.
My first thought would be "I wonder what's the SIN, COS, TAN of that painting? Hm.."
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............... yeah, like that would ever happen.
No matter what subject it is, I breeze through it with no fail.
But man, Statistics midterms?! Probabilities are NOT my thing.
And it just so happens that we are on that chapter.
I tried studying for it because I cannot afford to get even a C on this test.
So I opened my book last night and thought I should cram for it.
Then BAM! I realize that I do not know how to study 0_0
I always pass and get my A's with not much effort, that when I actually
need my A..I do not know how to get it..with studying.
So I read my notes, and try to do the example problems..
Then I tried doing more problems on the book..but I totally do not get it.
Why is it that when the teacher shows you how to work on a problem,
on the book the questions they give you are in no way similar to what the teacher has shown.
I have no problems with Statistics, its just those darn probabilities.
They kill me and I just don't get them.
"You have 2 dice in your hand. What is the probability that the first dice will roll and odd number and the second one would land on a 6?"
Like I care about the percentage on which number my dice would roll!
Just roll the dice and play monopoly!
Math never applies to real life.... (well, stats is not really math)
So I walked into a building and saw a triangular painting.
My first thought would be "I wonder what's the SIN, COS, TAN of that painting? Hm.."
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Second-Hand Weed
So who knew that there's a sitting arrangement in college?
In my ECD class there is.
And lucky me get to sit with this girl.
and oh my gosh...does she smell weed everyday!
When I sit next to her my mind goes off to see rainbow and ponies.
Swear, second hand weed..every tuesday and thursday.
Before, I thought that the weed smell was from a skunk.
Then I started asking why some smell like skunk.
Was it their entertainment to be farted on by a skunk?
My friends laughed at me and told me that "that" awful smell was weed.
That's how I knew how weed smelled like and it smells like crap.
Addicts, how can you stand sniffing that garbage?
Gives me headaches every single time.
Well, of course there's the possibility that the girl that's sitting next to me doesn't smoke weed. It could be because she finds it entertaining to be a skunk's toilet bowl. But man, two more months of smelling that crap? sheesh -_-
Apparently, my ECD class turned into a weed class.
Don't be surprise if I turn out to be a hippie by the end of May.
In my ECD class there is.
And lucky me get to sit with this girl.
and oh my gosh...does she smell weed everyday!
When I sit next to her my mind goes off to see rainbow and ponies.
Swear, second hand weed..every tuesday and thursday.
Before, I thought that the weed smell was from a skunk.
Then I started asking why some smell like skunk.
Was it their entertainment to be farted on by a skunk?
My friends laughed at me and told me that "that" awful smell was weed.
That's how I knew how weed smelled like and it smells like crap.
Addicts, how can you stand sniffing that garbage?
Gives me headaches every single time.
Well, of course there's the possibility that the girl that's sitting next to me doesn't smoke weed. It could be because she finds it entertaining to be a skunk's toilet bowl. But man, two more months of smelling that crap? sheesh -_-
Apparently, my ECD class turned into a weed class.
Don't be surprise if I turn out to be a hippie by the end of May.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Disclaimer
Stalkers know me from my back view.
Interesting.
Well, that's why they are called stalkers -_-
I should give those guys some medicine if all they're going to do is follow me.
Beware:
Due to Jea's unconditional stalking incidents, she has developed stalker senses. Please refrain from following her if you do not wish to suffer from painful side effects.
Disclaimer said it all.
Interesting.
Well, that's why they are called stalkers -_-
I should give those guys some medicine if all they're going to do is follow me.
Beware:
Due to Jea's unconditional stalking incidents, she has developed stalker senses. Please refrain from following her if you do not wish to suffer from painful side effects.
Disclaimer said it all.
Those Idioms
Those sayings..sometimes they make sense and sometimes they don't.
When you are stressed out, they say that you have "to go really far away from your problems to see how small they really are" Does that saying actually work? It is very situational and for me, it never works. Once I stray and forget about my problems, I will forget about them completely..then BAM! the consequesnces will occur. Then i'll have that thought.."man, I should have figure out the solution beforehand."
So then when I'm stressed what do I do? There's the saying of "going with the flow", which never work as well. Going with the flow is giving your conformity--
You don't know where you're headed but still tag along with the waves.
How about I just follow the wind?
If I follow the wind, I still wouldn't know where I'm heading,
but at least I can stop at my own free will if I'm not too sure of the road I'm following.
Its better than being carried away, not knowing what's ahead and when to stop.
So I follow the wind, then I keep following until I come to a dead end. What now?
They say, "turn back when you reached a wall, to learn what you have done wrong and to not do it again."
If I ever do that then it would mean that I would have to retrace my steps..
Relive my mistakes..and I'm all for NOT regretting anything; but learning from it.
So what the heck..I ain't turning back once I have come across a great ordeal
just to figure out the right way by looking back.
Heck, I'll get a bulldozer and ram that wall out of my life.
See, those idioms are pretty much senseless in my complicated life.
Or am I being too logical and delusional?
Well, I did try them a few times, but it didn't quite work out.
idioms are for idiots..? They say.
So if burdens are too heavy and lil 'ol me can't go on anymore..what shall I do?
Simple.
If the world pushes me down on my knees, I would just pray.
When you are stressed out, they say that you have "to go really far away from your problems to see how small they really are" Does that saying actually work? It is very situational and for me, it never works. Once I stray and forget about my problems, I will forget about them completely..then BAM! the consequesnces will occur. Then i'll have that thought.."man, I should have figure out the solution beforehand."
So then when I'm stressed what do I do? There's the saying of "going with the flow", which never work as well. Going with the flow is giving your conformity--
You don't know where you're headed but still tag along with the waves.
How about I just follow the wind?
If I follow the wind, I still wouldn't know where I'm heading,
but at least I can stop at my own free will if I'm not too sure of the road I'm following.
Its better than being carried away, not knowing what's ahead and when to stop.
So I follow the wind, then I keep following until I come to a dead end. What now?
They say, "turn back when you reached a wall, to learn what you have done wrong and to not do it again."
If I ever do that then it would mean that I would have to retrace my steps..
Relive my mistakes..and I'm all for NOT regretting anything; but learning from it.
So what the heck..I ain't turning back once I have come across a great ordeal
just to figure out the right way by looking back.
Heck, I'll get a bulldozer and ram that wall out of my life.
See, those idioms are pretty much senseless in my complicated life.
Or am I being too logical and delusional?
Well, I did try them a few times, but it didn't quite work out.
idioms are for idiots..? They say.
So if burdens are too heavy and lil 'ol me can't go on anymore..what shall I do?
Simple.
If the world pushes me down on my knees, I would just pray.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
The List.
Those days when so much things are piled up in your schedule.
When the term "so much to do, so little time" applies
Wishes that time can somehow just stop for an instant
Thinking of taking some yoga lessons again
Taking Tylenol before going to bed
Wants some time alone
Wishes to hug thy teddy bear every single moment that passes
Wants to just stay in the shower for some warm bath
.....yeah.
If that ever applies to me, then its a given:
I'M FRUSTRATED.
..and apparently, the list very much applies for today..and with the past few days.
When the term "so much to do, so little time" applies
Wishes that time can somehow just stop for an instant
Thinking of taking some yoga lessons again
Taking Tylenol before going to bed
Wants some time alone
Wishes to hug thy teddy bear every single moment that passes
Wants to just stay in the shower for some warm bath
.....yeah.
If that ever applies to me, then its a given:
I'M FRUSTRATED.
..and apparently, the list very much applies for today..and with the past few days.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Reunited..Feels That Good?
So then I heard of a good news on Sunday..supposedly.
There's this three people in my life, who had been involved in my usual Sundays.
Then they left because:
Person #1: bought a Treasure Island on Atlantis which seems so impossible to visit everyday.
Person #2: mandatory school & LWN..? Who knows.
Person #3: Just left because everyone else had.
Then they are all coming back again, though it sounds surreal I can picture it.
Except for Person #2, he's always up to something, usually its not something good =D
You see him doing something, you think there's progression along the way,
but in the end he leaves things undone. He's like a criminal on bail.
He goes TNT for awhile, and when someone pays his bail, he shows up.
Don't get me wrong, I love the guy.
Then there's Person #3 who's mind is still in the gutter as to always go with the flow.
He heard of people leaving then he leaves, then they come back, he decides to come back.
See? Going with the flow, I wonder how it would be like if his mind is stuck in a canal.
I mean, that's the worst thing that can happen.
Since his mind has been flowing in a stagnant water polluted by Person #1 =D
Person #1 already kicked things off Sunday.
Many can tell that his heart really belongs with pens and whiteouts.
Despite having two coconuts in a bucket, he knows how to manage his time
when it comes to getting his pencil sharpened.
The reunion happened because of his influence...?..you can say.
He's like the mastermind of everything. I don't want to attached the word "evil" though
because usually his purpose is good; but when he is up to something...it can be worst than Person #2.
Although I blatantly put things out like that, I am very happy for their come back.
My metaphors and similes might have sounded rude, but that's not my reason at all.
That's just how I roll.
If you asked me, there's four more people who shaped me in regards to being effective in the office. One has his heart set in San Jose, Two sung his way to Riverbank, Third is busy taking care of his family and Fourth, where did she go? Probably exploring the world for a new cellphone.
I love these people although I can't show it most of the time.
Omitting Family, they are my top choice for influencing me...good or bad.
But just to clarify because Person #1 might say something:
Physically nothing changed to me; but mentally, these people have seen me grown..i think.
There's this three people in my life, who had been involved in my usual Sundays.
Then they left because:
Person #1: bought a Treasure Island on Atlantis which seems so impossible to visit everyday.
Person #2: mandatory school & LWN..? Who knows.
Person #3: Just left because everyone else had.
Then they are all coming back again, though it sounds surreal I can picture it.
Except for Person #2, he's always up to something, usually its not something good =D
You see him doing something, you think there's progression along the way,
but in the end he leaves things undone. He's like a criminal on bail.
He goes TNT for awhile, and when someone pays his bail, he shows up.
Don't get me wrong, I love the guy.
Then there's Person #3 who's mind is still in the gutter as to always go with the flow.
He heard of people leaving then he leaves, then they come back, he decides to come back.
See? Going with the flow, I wonder how it would be like if his mind is stuck in a canal.
I mean, that's the worst thing that can happen.
Since his mind has been flowing in a stagnant water polluted by Person #1 =D
Person #1 already kicked things off Sunday.
Many can tell that his heart really belongs with pens and whiteouts.
Despite having two coconuts in a bucket, he knows how to manage his time
when it comes to getting his pencil sharpened.
The reunion happened because of his influence...?..you can say.
He's like the mastermind of everything. I don't want to attached the word "evil" though
because usually his purpose is good; but when he is up to something...it can be worst than Person #2.
Although I blatantly put things out like that, I am very happy for their come back.
My metaphors and similes might have sounded rude, but that's not my reason at all.
That's just how I roll.
If you asked me, there's four more people who shaped me in regards to being effective in the office. One has his heart set in San Jose, Two sung his way to Riverbank, Third is busy taking care of his family and Fourth, where did she go? Probably exploring the world for a new cellphone.
I love these people although I can't show it most of the time.
Omitting Family, they are my top choice for influencing me...good or bad.
But just to clarify because Person #1 might say something:
Physically nothing changed to me; but mentally, these people have seen me grown..i think.
Ohmygulay.
ECD 51 - 4-pages observation due on Wednesday.
ENG 1A - 6 pages of rough draft for essay # 2 is due on Wednesday as well.
Statistics - Math lab due tomorrow.
Wow. I'm packed. My computer chosed the perfect time to crashed on me.
How many of those papers are done? NONE.
Did I at least start on them? No. -_-
Progressed: 0%
Days Left: 1-2 0_0
Drive to do the homeworks: -100% -_-
Procastination, baby!
ENG 1A - 6 pages of rough draft for essay # 2 is due on Wednesday as well.
Statistics - Math lab due tomorrow.
Wow. I'm packed. My computer chosed the perfect time to crashed on me.
How many of those papers are done? NONE.
Did I at least start on them? No. -_-
Progressed: 0%
Days Left: 1-2 0_0
Drive to do the homeworks: -100% -_-
Procastination, baby!
Friday, March 19, 2010
Hello Stanger.
There are times when we act like best friends. In reality, we are just friends.
Now, we act like total strangers.
Not even bothering to say a simple hello.
How did it get to that point?
I mean, we always have these days.
And a text from you saying "we never talk anymore" cleans things up.
then we start catching up with each other.. then back to being strangers.
Why oh why...one word.
Annoyance. There are just those days when you get into my nerves.
I know that I really should put up with you, since you are still in your sprung stage.
But what about me? Do you really expect me to tolerate such immaturity?
The things you do to get my attention bothers me.
We're already friends, what's so difficult with saying "hello"..?
I get it, I intimidate people.
However, you of all people, should know that that's not my intentions.
So then you brag with your nonsense, and I just quit.
I guess we're better off as strangers if you don't stop being so ignorant.
You know well that your simple hints of getting my attention bothers me.
So why insist on doing it?
Still, waiting for that text: "we never talk anymore"
But this time when I receive that text, I have my reply set and ready:
"because I don't want to"
So stranger, let's remain as strangers...for now.
Until you show me your diploma in regards to you graduating in your immaturity.
Get a sub-teacher, because I refused to be your adviser.
Now, we act like total strangers.
Not even bothering to say a simple hello.
How did it get to that point?
I mean, we always have these days.
And a text from you saying "we never talk anymore" cleans things up.
then we start catching up with each other.. then back to being strangers.
Why oh why...one word.
Annoyance. There are just those days when you get into my nerves.
I know that I really should put up with you, since you are still in your sprung stage.
But what about me? Do you really expect me to tolerate such immaturity?
The things you do to get my attention bothers me.
We're already friends, what's so difficult with saying "hello"..?
I get it, I intimidate people.
However, you of all people, should know that that's not my intentions.
So then you brag with your nonsense, and I just quit.
I guess we're better off as strangers if you don't stop being so ignorant.
You know well that your simple hints of getting my attention bothers me.
So why insist on doing it?
Still, waiting for that text: "we never talk anymore"
But this time when I receive that text, I have my reply set and ready:
"because I don't want to"
So stranger, let's remain as strangers...for now.
Until you show me your diploma in regards to you graduating in your immaturity.
Get a sub-teacher, because I refused to be your adviser.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Departure
I really have no troubles with saying goodbye.
See you soon because I know we are bound to cross paths again.
However, this goodbye bothers me.
Because she has been a huge part of what I'm doing .
Always there to help out, really quick with her wits.
Then to suddenly leave, caught me off guard.
Now I'm really bothered.
I wish for you to stay.
To not worry whether or not you can help out 24/7.
Even popping out every blue moon is fine, as long as you are still part of the team.
See you soon because I know we are bound to cross paths again.
However, this goodbye bothers me.
Because she has been a huge part of what I'm doing .
Always there to help out, really quick with her wits.
Then to suddenly leave, caught me off guard.
Now I'm really bothered.
I wish for you to stay.
To not worry whether or not you can help out 24/7.
Even popping out every blue moon is fine, as long as you are still part of the team.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Dirty Secrets
Gahh, people have find it in their best interest to confide in me.
Not to sound conceited, but I do not have a loose lip.
But sometimes, things they tell you..can sound very..unusual.
To the point of ...disturbance.
There are things that's better left unsaid and unheard.
I do not mind gossips, I do not start gossips but once I hear of them,
It is just human nature to listen to those stories.
But secrets can be very dirty,,, and those I mind a lot.
My head if filled with secrets and there's this one that just disturbs me.
It is something I have been knowing, but to learn more about it in details...
Totally made my sense of reason fly out of the window.
Gahhh...its bothering me. very much.
Not to sound conceited, but I do not have a loose lip.
But sometimes, things they tell you..can sound very..unusual.
To the point of ...disturbance.
There are things that's better left unsaid and unheard.
I do not mind gossips, I do not start gossips but once I hear of them,
It is just human nature to listen to those stories.
But secrets can be very dirty,,, and those I mind a lot.
My head if filled with secrets and there's this one that just disturbs me.
It is something I have been knowing, but to learn more about it in details...
Totally made my sense of reason fly out of the window.
Gahhh...its bothering me. very much.
Friday, February 26, 2010
In Pain
My arms have been hurting.
Maybe I have been blogging too much XD
constantly moving my mouse around, to search for news, sigh.
the pain extended to my shoulders.
I don't like this.
Then I have a HUGE paper to write.
I don't have the drive still~
I had like a week to do it then..
Now, 2 days. Just great.
Procrastination had gotten the best of me yet again.
Sigh.
Pain. Pain. Pain.
Maybe I have been blogging too much XD
constantly moving my mouse around, to search for news, sigh.
the pain extended to my shoulders.
I don't like this.
Then I have a HUGE paper to write.
I don't have the drive still~
I had like a week to do it then..
Now, 2 days. Just great.
Procrastination had gotten the best of me yet again.
Sigh.
Pain. Pain. Pain.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Someone I'm Looking Forward to
Her name is Anne and there's very little info about her since she's new.
Her MV teaser came out and boyyy, i'm excited until the whole is out!
She sounds nice. I'm taking a break from k-pop idol groups for now because boy oh boy, i sure miss those k-ballads.
Her MV teaser came out and boyyy, i'm excited until the whole is out!
She sounds nice. I'm taking a break from k-pop idol groups for now because boy oh boy, i sure miss those k-ballads.
Brian McKnight to Hit Korea
Yes!
I don't know why I'm excited, its not like I can watch it XD
I guess I'm just happy to see him back in action,
after releasing his latest album, which is full of nice r&b ballads.
Pretty sure he'll enjoy his stay.
After all, Korea's talents amazes him.
He did compliment Se7en's rendition of "One Last Cry"
and said that it was one of the best rendition he ever heard.
I have been a fan of Brian McKnight.
Right now, he is among the very few western artists that actually produces music.
Others are like...is it even music?
Man, can't believe I used to listen to those meaningless lyrics and repetitive beats.
BayFunktion and etc., I was a huge fan.
But seriously, that type of music is just..not even music.
Get what I mean?
I'd rather go back to those male/female groups.
Bring back Spice Girls, Backstreet Boys, Nsync, 97 Degrees, TLC.
I really prefer that era than what America's mainstream is offering now.
I don't know why I'm excited, its not like I can watch it XD
I guess I'm just happy to see him back in action,
after releasing his latest album, which is full of nice r&b ballads.
Pretty sure he'll enjoy his stay.
After all, Korea's talents amazes him.
He did compliment Se7en's rendition of "One Last Cry"
and said that it was one of the best rendition he ever heard.
I have been a fan of Brian McKnight.
Right now, he is among the very few western artists that actually produces music.
Others are like...is it even music?
Man, can't believe I used to listen to those meaningless lyrics and repetitive beats.
BayFunktion and etc., I was a huge fan.
But seriously, that type of music is just..not even music.
Get what I mean?
I'd rather go back to those male/female groups.
Bring back Spice Girls, Backstreet Boys, Nsync, 97 Degrees, TLC.
I really prefer that era than what America's mainstream is offering now.
Sigh
LAZY
I have an English paper to do, but I don't have the drive to even start it.
I'm slowly losing my focus, man.
Back to level 0 again.
and that goes for my diet too.
I have an English paper to do, but I don't have the drive to even start it.
I'm slowly losing my focus, man.
Back to level 0 again.
and that goes for my diet too.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
LETS MAKE THINGS CLEAR
All you antis who have nothing else to do but bash.
This was a GREAT and FUN performance:
First, the mask thing was not stolen from Jabba.
It has been a Korean pop thing for decades now.
Korean BBoy have been using that style for years, even before Jabba.
Second, I don't get why people are tripping at the fact that Super Junior used Lyle's choreography.
You criticized them for using a someone else choreography for like 35 sec.
But you don't criticized 2PM for using Chris Brown's moves for their whole performance?
WTFFFF. Hypocritical. People just hate losing.
Super Junior deserved the MVP award. I love 2PM (Junsu bias XD) but I enjoyed Super Junior's performance better.
Besides, Lyle's tweeted "Don't trip about it" he asked antis to actually STOP.
If the person himself said it was okay, why do people insist on going on with this?
Why don't you tell Chris Brown that his moves were also copied?
I thank ALLKPOP for making this into a huge deal.
they are really, Super Junior's #1 antis.
and people are gullible enough to believe them; not even thinking for themselves.
ELFs Boycott ALLKPOP!
This was a GREAT and FUN performance:
First, the mask thing was not stolen from Jabba.
It has been a Korean pop thing for decades now.
Korean BBoy have been using that style for years, even before Jabba.
Second, I don't get why people are tripping at the fact that Super Junior used Lyle's choreography.
You criticized them for using a someone else choreography for like 35 sec.
But you don't criticized 2PM for using Chris Brown's moves for their whole performance?
WTFFFF. Hypocritical. People just hate losing.
Super Junior deserved the MVP award. I love 2PM (Junsu bias XD) but I enjoyed Super Junior's performance better.
Besides, Lyle's tweeted "Don't trip about it" he asked antis to actually STOP.
If the person himself said it was okay, why do people insist on going on with this?
Why don't you tell Chris Brown that his moves were also copied?
I thank ALLKPOP for making this into a huge deal.
they are really, Super Junior's #1 antis.
and people are gullible enough to believe them; not even thinking for themselves.
ELFs Boycott ALLKPOP!
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Jea, What's for Dinner?
Potato Cakes
That's right.
My sister and I have been attempting to make them.
Ever since Family Outing when Hyori made some.
It looked very yummy~
So tonight's dinner is potato cakes.
Lots and lots of them.
My sister kept on peeling and grating them,
She didn't realized she was peeling too much.
Oh well, more for me.
But then that just completely screws up my diet.
Back to level 0, here we go again, sigh.
That's right.
My sister and I have been attempting to make them.
Ever since Family Outing when Hyori made some.
It looked very yummy~
So tonight's dinner is potato cakes.
Lots and lots of them.
My sister kept on peeling and grating them,
She didn't realized she was peeling too much.
Oh well, more for me.
But then that just completely screws up my diet.
Back to level 0, here we go again, sigh.
My Sundays
As usual, its always a long day for me.
I spend my entire morning and afternoon at our Church.
Then usually on evenings I stay out with my second family.
Today I get to go home at least, restttttt~ (not really)
The I remembered I have a huge quiz on my English and ECD class--damn.
I have been lagging so much, I lost the drive the study.
And tomorrow is a holiday so no school, but I still have to wake up early.
There's going to be a bowling tournament, and I'm attending.
How many strikes will I get? Nahhh~
I'll strike out even before getting there.
I spend my entire morning and afternoon at our Church.
Then usually on evenings I stay out with my second family.
Today I get to go home at least, restttttt~ (not really)
The I remembered I have a huge quiz on my English and ECD class--damn.
I have been lagging so much, I lost the drive the study.
And tomorrow is a holiday so no school, but I still have to wake up early.
There's going to be a bowling tournament, and I'm attending.
How many strikes will I get? Nahhh~
I'll strike out even before getting there.
Friday, February 12, 2010
The Cost of it ALL
Once you're attached to an addiction,
it's hard to focus on the other things in life.
No, I'm not referring to my Donghae-addiction, (he's my GOOD addiction)
I'm referring to something else.
I have completely lost the drive in doing anything at all.
Heck, I don't even update here anymore when I was thinking of changing my layout.
Sigh, I hate when this happens to me.
I also promised myself that I would clean my room once a week.
I doubt I'll do that tomorrow. I dislike this.
It's nice to find a hobby but when it comes to me,
the after effect is just too much.
I seriously forget everything else.
JeaBanana signing off now~
P.S.
You see my advertisement up there?
yes, KPOPLIVE.COM
I'm a blogger over there so my daily kpop spazz here will be gone (not really)
If you see SparklingDiamond as the author then no duh I wrote it.
The only difference is that I don't put my Banana-touch in it,
since it's a kpop news portal site--my bias and bashing are gone!
but I still have this blog ;]
it's hard to focus on the other things in life.
No, I'm not referring to my Donghae-addiction, (he's my GOOD addiction)
I'm referring to something else.
I have completely lost the drive in doing anything at all.
Heck, I don't even update here anymore when I was thinking of changing my layout.
Sigh, I hate when this happens to me.
I also promised myself that I would clean my room once a week.
I doubt I'll do that tomorrow. I dislike this.
It's nice to find a hobby but when it comes to me,
the after effect is just too much.
I seriously forget everything else.
JeaBanana signing off now~
P.S.
You see my advertisement up there?
yes, KPOPLIVE.COM
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
20 Secs of Gooness~
Lee Donghae is my biggest distraction ever!
He is just gorgeous. Plain and simple.
I had busied myself with school and such,
yet I always find time to distract myself with him XD
A picture is worth a thousand words wouldn't you say?
and the 20 sec goodness of my life so far?
this fancam: (which I SO wish to be longer!!)
Omona~
He is just gorgeous. Plain and simple.
I had busied myself with school and such,
yet I always find time to distract myself with him XD
A picture is worth a thousand words wouldn't you say?
and the 20 sec goodness of my life so far?
this fancam: (which I SO wish to be longer!!)
Omona~
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Omo~
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Finally right?
GET YOUR NEWS FRESH FROM HERE:
www.kpoplive.com
They bring you very refreshing kpop news.
Without any biasness, hate, favorism nor profanity.
And they credit their sources and do not claim it as their own.
Not to mention, they give free goodies around ;] so check it out!
Finally right?
Kdrama Rides the Waves to Japan
With the k-pop scene dominating overseas music charts,
even K-dramas have made it to the scene.
This is not the first time that Korea has gotten the recognition in regards to their dramas.
Heck, their dramas was the start of the hallyu wave.
Many Korean Dramas had already landed and became quite popular in Japan such as Jewel in the Palace, Winter Sonata and now just finished airing My Lovely Kim Sam Soon.
Fuji TV will feature more Korean Dramas on a special time slot, which will be referred to as "Hallyu Alpha". They have also claimed that they will strive to keep bringing popular Korean Dramas in Japan to be able to get more new fans.
In regards to this, we already know how recent K-dramas have been piling up with idol groups.
Will this also be a start for K-pop to wave over Japan's music charts too?
That's a bit ambitious since breaking out in Japan is difficult, but why not right?
even K-dramas have made it to the scene.
This is not the first time that Korea has gotten the recognition in regards to their dramas.
Heck, their dramas was the start of the hallyu wave.
Many Korean Dramas had already landed and became quite popular in Japan such as Jewel in the Palace, Winter Sonata and now just finished airing My Lovely Kim Sam Soon.
Fuji TV will feature more Korean Dramas on a special time slot, which will be referred to as "Hallyu Alpha". They have also claimed that they will strive to keep bringing popular Korean Dramas in Japan to be able to get more new fans.
In regards to this, we already know how recent K-dramas have been piling up with idol groups.
Will this also be a start for K-pop to wave over Japan's music charts too?
That's a bit ambitious since breaking out in Japan is difficult, but why not right?
Sigh
Oh jeez. I can't believe that it'a almost 2 weeks and my computer is still broken =/
What's even more surprising is that I didn't die of boredom.
Sadly, my life revolves around this square screen in front of me.
All day you bet I'm in front of the computer screen.
And nooo, I go out too, just at midnight, when I don't really need the computer,
because there's nothing left to do when midnight strikes.
Man, I need my computer back ASAP!
What's even more surprising is that I didn't die of boredom.
Sadly, my life revolves around this square screen in front of me.
All day you bet I'm in front of the computer screen.
And nooo, I go out too, just at midnight, when I don't really need the computer,
because there's nothing left to do when midnight strikes.
Man, I need my computer back ASAP!
Monday, February 8, 2010
2am will not let go of number one spot
2AM has been garnering much attention due to the fact of their individual activities and their latest single "Even if I Die, I Will Not Let You Go".
The four boys are known to showcase their vocal prowess and this song has done them justice once again.
With the current kpop mainstream of dance songs, who would have thought that 2Am's comeback single would reach the mobile charts so soon?
Even throwing off SNSD's "Oh" of their number one spot, not only in mobile charts but also in Nate, Cyworld BGM and LiveBell chart.
Not to mention, they are closely behind SNSD on Mnet and Melon charts.
Will they catch up to them soon?
A music distributor of IloEntertainment said,
“In this current So Nyeo Shi Dae ‘Oh!’ fever, being up #1 on mobile and background music charts holds a great meaning. It means that the song has been acknowledged by music fans and the masses. Furthermore, we are talking about a ballad song by male idol group up against the girlgroup dance song. And girlgroup dance songs have been doing very well since 2009.”
2AM has proven that one's music is still capable of reaching number even if kpop ballads popularity has gone down. Surely this time, 2AM has gotten the recognition they long deserve.
The four boys are known to showcase their vocal prowess and this song has done them justice once again.
With the current kpop mainstream of dance songs, who would have thought that 2Am's comeback single would reach the mobile charts so soon?
Even throwing off SNSD's "Oh" of their number one spot, not only in mobile charts but also in Nate, Cyworld BGM and LiveBell chart.
Not to mention, they are closely behind SNSD on Mnet and Melon charts.
Will they catch up to them soon?
A music distributor of IloEntertainment said,
“In this current So Nyeo Shi Dae ‘Oh!’ fever, being up #1 on mobile and background music charts holds a great meaning. It means that the song has been acknowledged by music fans and the masses. Furthermore, we are talking about a ballad song by male idol group up against the girlgroup dance song. And girlgroup dance songs have been doing very well since 2009.”
2AM has proven that one's music is still capable of reaching number even if kpop ballads popularity has gone down. Surely this time, 2AM has gotten the recognition they long deserve.
Wonder Girls "Tell Me" Chinese version
After just breaking out in the U.S., Wonder Girls have clearly gone global.
Any part of the world, we want Nobody but the Wonder Girls.
With the recent news of Sun Mi's temporary leave from the group,
Wonder Girls Asian domination did not stop.
With Hae Lim as a temporary replacement for Sun Mi,
China was their next target for another Wonder domination.
Just earlier today, a Chinese single of Tell Me was released.
Sounds the same? Not exactly.
Sohee's infamous "omona" was not there and Yoobin's rap was clearly in English.
Still, I don't know about you but I clearly miss this song.
Any part of the world, we want Nobody but the Wonder Girls.
With the recent news of Sun Mi's temporary leave from the group,
Wonder Girls Asian domination did not stop.
With Hae Lim as a temporary replacement for Sun Mi,
China was their next target for another Wonder domination.
Just earlier today, a Chinese single of Tell Me was released.
Sounds the same? Not exactly.
Sohee's infamous "omona" was not there and Yoobin's rap was clearly in English.
Still, I don't know about you but I clearly miss this song.
Friday, February 5, 2010
T-ara Repackaged Album
Set your date T-ara fans and all those who enjoyed their album,
as of February 26th they will released a repackaged album that will feature a new single:
"Because of You I Go Crazy"
Their latest track is not something like "Bo Peep Bo Peep" nor "Like the Beginning"
-- T-ara's management stated it is a completely new feel.
I'm curious to see and hear their new track, are you?
Despite T-ara having to halt their promotions because of So-yeon's H1N1 encounter
and Jiyeon's tight schedule due to filming, this new single will surely make their fans happy.
So mark your calendars as T-ara sure knows how to bring nice music in the industry.
as of February 26th they will released a repackaged album that will feature a new single:
"Because of You I Go Crazy"
Their latest track is not something like "Bo Peep Bo Peep" nor "Like the Beginning"
-- T-ara's management stated it is a completely new feel.
I'm curious to see and hear their new track, are you?
Despite T-ara having to halt their promotions because of So-yeon's H1N1 encounter
and Jiyeon's tight schedule due to filming, this new single will surely make their fans happy.
So mark your calendars as T-ara sure knows how to bring nice music in the industry.
Wonder Girls without Sun Mi
Although everyone is shocked with Sun Mi's temporary leave,
Wonder Girls China promotions was not hatled although their U.S. promotions did.
In China, Sun Mi's temporary replacement, Hae Lim filled her spot.
What do you think? I know it is just a fancam but then the audio is not that bad.
(sorry, I couldn't embed oit ^^)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KR6HcmzcFU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gX-Zj-f2iaU
My thoughts: I'm loving how clear Wonder Girls speak in English now.
The whole performace seems vacant, maybe because we are so used to hearing Sun Mi's wholesome voice.
Hae Lim's voice in comparison is softer, and vocally I haven't really heard her sing much.
Notice how I keep stating temporary, because as much as you guys want to stan someone
for Sun Mi's absence, it is just temporary, at least until she finishes her studies.
After all, Nobody Chinese version teaser still features dear Sun Mi.
Wonder Girls China promotions was not hatled although their U.S. promotions did.
In China, Sun Mi's temporary replacement, Hae Lim filled her spot.
What do you think? I know it is just a fancam but then the audio is not that bad.
(sorry, I couldn't embed oit ^^)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KR6HcmzcFU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gX-Zj-f2iaU
My thoughts: I'm loving how clear Wonder Girls speak in English now.
The whole performace seems vacant, maybe because we are so used to hearing Sun Mi's wholesome voice.
Hae Lim's voice in comparison is softer, and vocally I haven't really heard her sing much.
Notice how I keep stating temporary, because as much as you guys want to stan someone
for Sun Mi's absence, it is just temporary, at least until she finishes her studies.
After all, Nobody Chinese version teaser still features dear Sun Mi.
DBSK's Dilemma.
"Asia's number one leading male idol group"
Despite that title, who would have ever thought that there will be some family feud with this successful group?
For those curious eyebrowers and fans who have been following this case,
it seems as though there hasn't been new news of their case lately.
We all know how these lovely boys have been successfully promoting their new single in Japan
and many are wondering if they are just going to stay there.
Cassies would rather keep DBSK in Japan where all of them are together because
they are under another management, Avex.
However, things might get messy once again as DBSK's contract with Avex will soon expire in June.
Being on the top of Japan charts, you would guess that they would sign another contract with Avex.
However, renewing their contract in Japan is something SMEnt have to decide--not the boys.
If their contract is not extended, then promotions and activities in Japan will be put to stop.
Surely, things aren't looking good for these boys.
Would you say now that SMent really want to just drop these boys?
How much do you want to bet?
Considering the rumors of SMent debuting new groups and making their debuted talents promote endlessly.
"Always keep the faith" as we wait and see how things unfold from this time on.
cr:Korea Economic Daily
Despite that title, who would have ever thought that there will be some family feud with this successful group?
For those curious eyebrowers and fans who have been following this case,
it seems as though there hasn't been new news of their case lately.
We all know how these lovely boys have been successfully promoting their new single in Japan
and many are wondering if they are just going to stay there.
Cassies would rather keep DBSK in Japan where all of them are together because
they are under another management, Avex.
However, things might get messy once again as DBSK's contract with Avex will soon expire in June.
Being on the top of Japan charts, you would guess that they would sign another contract with Avex.
However, renewing their contract in Japan is something SMEnt have to decide--not the boys.
If their contract is not extended, then promotions and activities in Japan will be put to stop.
Surely, things aren't looking good for these boys.
Would you say now that SMent really want to just drop these boys?
How much do you want to bet?
Considering the rumors of SMent debuting new groups and making their debuted talents promote endlessly.
"Always keep the faith" as we wait and see how things unfold from this time on.
cr:Korea Economic Daily
Hankyung VS SM Entertainment Part II
Following DBSK's trio footsteps, Hankyung of Super Junior has also filed a lawsuit against SMEnt in regards to having an unfair contract.
Hankyung's court trial began on January 8th of this year.
The results are still unknown although there is a possibility of Hankyung regaining his freedom as early in March according to the law.
"According to Korean Law, when the plaintiff made a contract invalid litigation, proceedings usually need to go through a three-step trial; the first trial, second trial and third trial. The first and second trials need a period of 4-8 months each, while the third trial has no explicit period, it may even take more than 8 months. In order to prevent SM from using the delay tactics, Hankyung has applied for the 'Effective Suspension of Contract Agreement' to the Seoul Central District Court at the same time, ruling for this plead would be known as early as March or April 2010. This also means that if the appeal is successful, Hankyung would be able to regain freedom in advance by March 2010. "
Great turn of events would you say? At least there seems to be hope for those who are chained in the vicious grasps of entertainment industries. It seems like his case is processing faster than DBSK due to the fact that there is no third party involved unlike DBSK.
If the trial is said to be in favor of Hankyung, would that means he'll get out of Super Junior because his contract would then be terminated?
No one is for certain of the future although their fans are hopeful yet doubtful at the same time
since Hankyung is said to be more into acting than singing.
"13elieve" is what many ELFs would say right now.
cr: Sina
Translation: viragis@sj-world.net
Hankyung's court trial began on January 8th of this year.
The results are still unknown although there is a possibility of Hankyung regaining his freedom as early in March according to the law.
"According to Korean Law, when the plaintiff made a contract invalid litigation, proceedings usually need to go through a three-step trial; the first trial, second trial and third trial. The first and second trials need a period of 4-8 months each, while the third trial has no explicit period, it may even take more than 8 months. In order to prevent SM from using the delay tactics, Hankyung has applied for the 'Effective Suspension of Contract Agreement' to the Seoul Central District Court at the same time, ruling for this plead would be known as early as March or April 2010. This also means that if the appeal is successful, Hankyung would be able to regain freedom in advance by March 2010. "
Great turn of events would you say? At least there seems to be hope for those who are chained in the vicious grasps of entertainment industries. It seems like his case is processing faster than DBSK due to the fact that there is no third party involved unlike DBSK.
If the trial is said to be in favor of Hankyung, would that means he'll get out of Super Junior because his contract would then be terminated?
No one is for certain of the future although their fans are hopeful yet doubtful at the same time
since Hankyung is said to be more into acting than singing.
"13elieve" is what many ELFs would say right now.
cr: Sina
Translation: viragis@sj-world.net
Thursday, February 4, 2010
VIRUS ATTACKED.
My PC is down, man it.
I spend all my time, well, most of my time online,
so having a virus in my PC is a no-no situation for me.
Sorry guys! I won't be online for the meantime.
at least now I don't have a distraction with my school works.
But i really need my PC up asap!
I spend all my time, well, most of my time online,
so having a virus in my PC is a no-no situation for me.
Sorry guys! I won't be online for the meantime.
at least now I don't have a distraction with my school works.
But i really need my PC up asap!
Thursday, January 28, 2010
No wonder I like BEG
My favorite BEG member, Narsha just picked my most biased guy.
Lee Donghae =D
She stated in SGB, “I saw a predebut video of him, and I was surprised by his good looks. I think he was more handsome back then.”
Many men out there must be feeling envious of dear Donghae.
Not to mention, Narsha is really popular among celebrity men.
Nice taste Narsha ;]
Lee Donghae =D
She stated in SGB, “I saw a predebut video of him, and I was surprised by his good looks. I think he was more handsome back then.”
Many men out there must be feeling envious of dear Donghae.
Not to mention, Narsha is really popular among celebrity men.
Nice taste Narsha ;]
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
K-POP Top 5 Pretty Boys
Ranks of k-pop boys who would look pretty as a girl:
5. Kim Heechul -
It is a given than he would make it on the list.
Ever saw those photoshopped pictures of him in a lady's body?
It is quite fitting, who would have thought he can be prettier than some girls.
I was actually expecting him to rank higher than this spot though.
Kim Heechul of Super Junior knows how to make anyone insecure.
4. G-Dragon
Mistahhh leadahhh! With such a cute face, it is automatic that he would get in the list.
During one of Big Bang's concert, he cosplayed as a girl, and GD with a long wig and dress,
woahh, totally a cute girl.
3. Taemin
Of course he should be in the list. With a baby face like him, he almost instantly will
look very cute as a girl. He has quite a refreshing and young face and he has already
wore a women's wig before, and swear, if you didn't know it was Taemin, you would
think it was a real female.
2. Young Saeng
Really? I really do not agree with this one. I mean he does looked feminine in comparison
to his SS501's brothers, but if he is included on this list, then I should say at least placed
him on lower ranks--because honestly, I think Taemin and Heechul looks prettier as a
girl than him.
1. HongKi
Hands down, Hong Ki is such a cutie. Although I really think as a girl, someone
can beat him. I love his cute and outgoing personality and maybe that is why he went up
the scale despite the fact that Taemin of Shinee is on the list too.
source: arirang
5. Kim Heechul -
It is a given than he would make it on the list.
Ever saw those photoshopped pictures of him in a lady's body?
It is quite fitting, who would have thought he can be prettier than some girls.
I was actually expecting him to rank higher than this spot though.
Kim Heechul of Super Junior knows how to make anyone insecure.
4. G-Dragon
Mistahhh leadahhh! With such a cute face, it is automatic that he would get in the list.
During one of Big Bang's concert, he cosplayed as a girl, and GD with a long wig and dress,
woahh, totally a cute girl.
3. Taemin
Of course he should be in the list. With a baby face like him, he almost instantly will
look very cute as a girl. He has quite a refreshing and young face and he has already
wore a women's wig before, and swear, if you didn't know it was Taemin, you would
think it was a real female.
2. Young Saeng
Really? I really do not agree with this one. I mean he does looked feminine in comparison
to his SS501's brothers, but if he is included on this list, then I should say at least placed
him on lower ranks--because honestly, I think Taemin and Heechul looks prettier as a
girl than him.
1. HongKi
Hands down, Hong Ki is such a cutie. Although I really think as a girl, someone
can beat him. I love his cute and outgoing personality and maybe that is why he went up
the scale despite the fact that Taemin of Shinee is on the list too.
source: arirang
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Marry U, Beautiful Donghae
Lee Donghae ♥
and yet I found another worthy fancam of Donghae's solo "Beautiful" =D
self-written, self-composed and self-choreographed. gosh.
and yet I found another worthy fancam of Donghae's solo "Beautiful" =D
self-written, self-composed and self-choreographed. gosh.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Unexpected Turn of Events.
They leave me rather speechless.
If things do not go as plan, I tend to just shrug it off, but this one I can't.
My whole dilemma was left in vain.
All those times I stressed out about it, then to turn into this?!
I have said before how I want to keep things the way they are.
However, there are things that meant for a change.
With that said, I was prepared to let go and moved on--and I was alright with that.
Then BOOM. The "thing" that wanted to let go decided to come back on its own.
And it came back more...clingy?
It's as if though I was the reason the thing could not move forward.
Now, I am raining with compliments here and there.
Omona, I kinda wanted this to happen but at the same time I don't.
I really do not know what I want..but not this, not this.
Now I just gotta try to treasure what I have and welcome what's coming..?
Naw, I don't fly like that. I just don't open my gates that easily.
The thing that wanted to come out in the first place is now trying to get back in.
And real talk, it is more persistent than ever.
Sigh, I gotta deal with this one again.
If things do not go as plan, I tend to just shrug it off, but this one I can't.
My whole dilemma was left in vain.
All those times I stressed out about it, then to turn into this?!
I have said before how I want to keep things the way they are.
However, there are things that meant for a change.
With that said, I was prepared to let go and moved on--and I was alright with that.
Then BOOM. The "thing" that wanted to let go decided to come back on its own.
And it came back more...clingy?
It's as if though I was the reason the thing could not move forward.
Now, I am raining with compliments here and there.
Omona, I kinda wanted this to happen but at the same time I don't.
I really do not know what I want..but not this, not this.
Now I just gotta try to treasure what I have and welcome what's coming..?
Naw, I don't fly like that. I just don't open my gates that easily.
The thing that wanted to come out in the first place is now trying to get back in.
And real talk, it is more persistent than ever.
Sigh, I gotta deal with this one again.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Just Cope With It.
That's what I realized and that is what summing up my overall thinking.
All I have to do is to focus on what I have--my new years resolution anyways.
If I keep insisting for the things that pleases me the most,
then I will be hurt, for it is such a selfish thing to do on my behalf.
I can't keep everything around me just for fun and for my pleasure
I am pretty much content, but not happy.
If I try to be happy, then I will succumb to greediness.
I already have many shortcomings, I do not wish to add more to it.
This thing will bother me still, although I have to try to cope with it.
In time, it will be less painful... or not.
Regardless, I am okay.
All I have to do is to focus on what I have--my new years resolution anyways.
If I keep insisting for the things that pleases me the most,
then I will be hurt, for it is such a selfish thing to do on my behalf.
I can't keep everything around me just for fun and for my pleasure
I am pretty much content, but not happy.
If I try to be happy, then I will succumb to greediness.
I already have many shortcomings, I do not wish to add more to it.
This thing will bother me still, although I have to try to cope with it.
In time, it will be less painful... or not.
Regardless, I am okay.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Let's take a break from Singing and start Studying, Wonder Girls Style
Sun Mi of Wonder Girls will take a temporarily leave from group activities.
Many are probably thinking that once you have your career settled,
school is just not the place for you anymore.
However, that does not apply to our very own Sun Mi of Wonder Girls.
She is going to postpone her musical career so she can go back to school.
As a young successful entertainer, you could say it's a really brave choice for her to be able to choose her studies than her current career.
What's even more delightful is that JYPE and her members are fully supporting her.
However, how does Wonderfuls feel regarding this situation?
After all, didn't Wonder Girls just storm out both the West and the East?
They have totally gone global.
So what will happen to our lovely remaining Wonder Girls?
A trainee of three years named Lim will be filling in for Sun Mi's spot.
Sun Mi will still do activities with Wonder Girls until the end of February.
Of course, they are still opening for American singer, Justin Bieber.
JYPE claimed that Wonder Girls are known to be a five-member group in the U.S.,
so it was just evident that they have to choose someone to fill in Sun Mi's spot.
So how will Wonderfuls take this?
Of course as much as they want to support her education,
another Wonder Girl leaving is a bit tragic.
But will they approve of Lim and see her as a worthy representative for Sun Mi of Wonder Girls?
I bet many are as curious as me.
Many are probably thinking that once you have your career settled,
school is just not the place for you anymore.
However, that does not apply to our very own Sun Mi of Wonder Girls.
She is going to postpone her musical career so she can go back to school.
As a young successful entertainer, you could say it's a really brave choice for her to be able to choose her studies than her current career.
What's even more delightful is that JYPE and her members are fully supporting her.
However, how does Wonderfuls feel regarding this situation?
After all, didn't Wonder Girls just storm out both the West and the East?
They have totally gone global.
So what will happen to our lovely remaining Wonder Girls?
A trainee of three years named Lim will be filling in for Sun Mi's spot.
Sun Mi will still do activities with Wonder Girls until the end of February.
Of course, they are still opening for American singer, Justin Bieber.
JYPE claimed that Wonder Girls are known to be a five-member group in the U.S.,
so it was just evident that they have to choose someone to fill in Sun Mi's spot.
So how will Wonderfuls take this?
Of course as much as they want to support her education,
another Wonder Girl leaving is a bit tragic.
But will they approve of Lim and see her as a worthy representative for Sun Mi of Wonder Girls?
I bet many are as curious as me.
Wasted Time.
I seriously need a job.
There's nothing to do, and I really want to help out with the expenses at home.
Supposedly going to a party tonight.
In this storm? You crazy.
I am not in the best of mood either, I might see something that can just tick me off right now.
I am looking for an excuse, but I haven't got any.
I am usually good with these things, lies and excuses--although I'm not too proud of it.
But my friends once told me that my skills are getting rusty.
How hard is it to bail out to a party?
It's either my skills are indeed rusty or I'm just too lazy to think of an excuse out.
I guess I'll be dragging my but out of this house.
oh yeah, anyone going to k-pop festival this year?
There's nothing to do, and I really want to help out with the expenses at home.
Supposedly going to a party tonight.
In this storm? You crazy.
I am not in the best of mood either, I might see something that can just tick me off right now.
I am looking for an excuse, but I haven't got any.
I am usually good with these things, lies and excuses--although I'm not too proud of it.
But my friends once told me that my skills are getting rusty.
How hard is it to bail out to a party?
It's either my skills are indeed rusty or I'm just too lazy to think of an excuse out.
I guess I'll be dragging my but out of this house.
oh yeah, anyone going to k-pop festival this year?
Thursday, January 21, 2010
My Sunshine in this Storm.
THIS NEWS regarding Kim Jeong Hoon or better known as John-Hoon in Japan and Howl for Korean Drama OSTs.
His fans have been waiting impatiently for his 8th Maxi Single and John-Hoon will be releasing his newest piece "Rainy Flash" on January 20th for his Birthday! The main track for that matter has become a rather sad ballad . The single will be released in a first press edition as well as a regular edition - whereas the jacket covers will be different for either edition. Moreover, there will be a special campaign for sending John-Hoon Birthday messages - this campaign will be available for those who purchase both editions of the single "Rainy Flash" and will be received directly by the artist himself. All the message, which should be including a name or a nick name, will then be published in the booklet of the first press edition of the planned release this autumn.
Say what? I couldn't believe that with all this rain pouring, I will get to hear his lullabies.
His voice is the perfect thing to listen to in this storm.
yes, it was that same guy who sang and made us fall in love with Boys Before Flowers OST "Love U". Wasn't his voice just too dreamy?
Kim Jeong Hoon is recently doing his military service.
So with this news, it was quite surprising. He already released a mini-album last year.
I am hoping it is not a hoax. I surely miss this guy's works.
His fans have been waiting impatiently for his 8th Maxi Single and John-Hoon will be releasing his newest piece "Rainy Flash" on January 20th for his Birthday! The main track for that matter has become a rather sad ballad . The single will be released in a first press edition as well as a regular edition - whereas the jacket covers will be different for either edition. Moreover, there will be a special campaign for sending John-Hoon Birthday messages - this campaign will be available for those who purchase both editions of the single "Rainy Flash" and will be received directly by the artist himself. All the message, which should be including a name or a nick name, will then be published in the booklet of the first press edition of the planned release this autumn.
Say what? I couldn't believe that with all this rain pouring, I will get to hear his lullabies.
His voice is the perfect thing to listen to in this storm.
yes, it was that same guy who sang and made us fall in love with Boys Before Flowers OST "Love U". Wasn't his voice just too dreamy?
Kim Jeong Hoon is recently doing his military service.
So with this news, it was quite surprising. He already released a mini-album last year.
I am hoping it is not a hoax. I surely miss this guy's works.
Survival of the Fittest.
First week of college is always dreadful.
All these students who have forgotten to register and trying to add in a full class already.
Sigh, so I, a registered student who never forgets to register,
sits my butt down on a chair waiting til all these students get accommodations.
Even if you're among the first student who arrived in class wanting to register,
it still falls on the student's priority number.
Seems kind of unfair for all those old students returning to take advantage of that privilege.
What made this week dreadful was the fact that first week of college, it was storming.
A strong storm here in California? Very unlikely. Mr. weather man wasn't kidding.
I prepared myself for the worst, but I did not know that it was really that bad outside.
I probably used three umbrellas and they all have gotten eaten up by the strong winds.
If only I could miss the first week of class, but that's unlikely.
So that is why my first week was awful.
The storm and the rush from other students.
The small me was trying not to get flatten out by those running kids,
and holding on to my dear life to not get blown away by the strong winds.
Survival of the fittest.
I survived, but I definitely need to get fit, for next week will be the same. sigh.
All these students who have forgotten to register and trying to add in a full class already.
Sigh, so I, a registered student who never forgets to register,
sits my butt down on a chair waiting til all these students get accommodations.
Even if you're among the first student who arrived in class wanting to register,
it still falls on the student's priority number.
Seems kind of unfair for all those old students returning to take advantage of that privilege.
What made this week dreadful was the fact that first week of college, it was storming.
A strong storm here in California? Very unlikely. Mr. weather man wasn't kidding.
I prepared myself for the worst, but I did not know that it was really that bad outside.
I probably used three umbrellas and they all have gotten eaten up by the strong winds.
If only I could miss the first week of class, but that's unlikely.
So that is why my first week was awful.
The storm and the rush from other students.
The small me was trying not to get flatten out by those running kids,
and holding on to my dear life to not get blown away by the strong winds.
Survival of the fittest.
I survived, but I definitely need to get fit, for next week will be the same. sigh.
Plagiarized song yet again?
Blue Bird by a band called Ynot.
Maybe its the fact that they are an underground artists that no one really knows them.
However, we all know how netizens just know this things.
All the beauty and ugly, all the things behind close doors in regard to kpop.
Apparenltly, C.N.Blue's debut single, I'm A Loner, is being suspected of plagiarism.
Talk about deep controversy from a rookie band who's getting lots of love from that song.
As of now they are only speculations and under going process.
I, myself find the two songs easily similar, and the rule about plagiarism?
If at least 7 bars are the same, then the song is plagiarized.
Maybe its the fact that they are an underground artists that no one really knows them.
However, we all know how netizens just know this things.
All the beauty and ugly, all the things behind close doors in regard to kpop.
Apparenltly, C.N.Blue's debut single, I'm A Loner, is being suspected of plagiarism.
Talk about deep controversy from a rookie band who's getting lots of love from that song.
As of now they are only speculations and under going process.
I, myself find the two songs easily similar, and the rule about plagiarism?
If at least 7 bars are the same, then the song is plagiarized.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Arirang Top5 Korean Entertainers for 2010
5. Goo Hara ( 구하라 ) of KARA ( 카라 )
4. Dong-ho ( 동호 ) of U-KISS
3. Woo-young ( 우영 ) of 2PM
2. Chang-min ( 창민 ) of 2AM
1. Lee Teuk (이특) of SJ ( 슈퍼주니어)
I always had my doubts with Arirang's listing, but this list is quite promising.
We all love Hara in Invincible Youth. She is able to be outside her box for a change.
She is funny and silly.
Dong-ho? I guess he is trying to more out there.
He is getting attention and thus giving U-Kiss more recognition.
Wooyoung deserves to be in top 5, no doubt.
The guy is very hilarious and knows how to go with the flow,
when it comes to riding someone else jokes.
He never gives a boring statement, always on the go.
Changmin. This one I had my doubts. I really would have pictured Jo Kwon and not him. Although he is entertaing, i prefer Jo Kwon in the number two spot. So I still always question Arirang results.
Leeteuk. Hands down. He deserves this spot. He truly is the most anticipated entertainer of 2010. Teukigayo is very hilarious. Boom made the right choice to hand down his academy to Leeteuk. He is very promising when it comes to MCing and variety shows. He definitely has the skills for it.
4. Dong-ho ( 동호 ) of U-KISS
3. Woo-young ( 우영 ) of 2PM
2. Chang-min ( 창민 ) of 2AM
1. Lee Teuk (이특) of SJ ( 슈퍼주니어)
I always had my doubts with Arirang's listing, but this list is quite promising.
We all love Hara in Invincible Youth. She is able to be outside her box for a change.
She is funny and silly.
Dong-ho? I guess he is trying to more out there.
He is getting attention and thus giving U-Kiss more recognition.
Wooyoung deserves to be in top 5, no doubt.
The guy is very hilarious and knows how to go with the flow,
when it comes to riding someone else jokes.
He never gives a boring statement, always on the go.
Changmin. This one I had my doubts. I really would have pictured Jo Kwon and not him. Although he is entertaing, i prefer Jo Kwon in the number two spot. So I still always question Arirang results.
Leeteuk. Hands down. He deserves this spot. He truly is the most anticipated entertainer of 2010. Teukigayo is very hilarious. Boom made the right choice to hand down his academy to Leeteuk. He is very promising when it comes to MCing and variety shows. He definitely has the skills for it.
The TRAX comeback.
The TRAX had been M.I.A. for quite awhile now.
On January 21st, they are releasing their MV teaser "가슴이 차가운 남자"
The MV includes Super Junior Heechul and f(x) Victoria.
The teaser has been receiving lots of attention when the news was released.
For all SM Town fans out there, surely this is great news.
The rock band, The TRAX will have their comeback on Music Bank on January 22.
Stay tuned and watch this awesome comeback from theirs after a long time.
On January 21st, they are releasing their MV teaser "가슴이 차가운 남자"
The MV includes Super Junior Heechul and f(x) Victoria.
The teaser has been receiving lots of attention when the news was released.
For all SM Town fans out there, surely this is great news.
The rock band, The TRAX will have their comeback on Music Bank on January 22.
Stay tuned and watch this awesome comeback from theirs after a long time.
No Mistake, You're Just Nice.
"Actor/singer Jung Yonghwa of CNBlue has revealed the story that Super Junior Kim Heechul had said that he's nice.
On the show MBC "Golden fishery - Radio star" which was aired on January 20th, Jung Yonghwa together FT.Island Lee Hongki, 2AM Jokwon & Lee Changmin were the guests. When talking about the mistake he had made during MC-ing for last year SBS Gayo daejeon, Jung Yonghwa said "It was such a big stage so I'm really sorry"
He continued with "Since Hongki was in the middle of talking with Kim Heechul-sshi via the phone so he had asked him if I did host the show well or not, and because I was beside him (Hongki) so he (Heechul) couldnt bear to say I didnt do well so he said 'Yonghwa is nice' " which made everybody laughing."
cr: evanesco@sj-world.net
No need for explanations. It just made me laugh.
Heechul is a C.N.Blue fan.
Since his cyworld songs are from C.N.Blue's debut album.
On the show MBC "Golden fishery - Radio star" which was aired on January 20th, Jung Yonghwa together FT.Island Lee Hongki, 2AM Jokwon & Lee Changmin were the guests. When talking about the mistake he had made during MC-ing for last year SBS Gayo daejeon, Jung Yonghwa said "It was such a big stage so I'm really sorry"
He continued with "Since Hongki was in the middle of talking with Kim Heechul-sshi via the phone so he had asked him if I did host the show well or not, and because I was beside him (Hongki) so he (Heechul) couldnt bear to say I didnt do well so he said 'Yonghwa is nice' " which made everybody laughing."
cr: evanesco@sj-world.net
No need for explanations. It just made me laugh.
Heechul is a C.N.Blue fan.
Since his cyworld songs are from C.N.Blue's debut album.
Start 2010 with a BIG BANG.
I'm pretty sure all the VIP's out there has heard of Big Bang's 2010 Big Show.
After the group has taken a year of hiatus, we are all anxious for their next appearance.
They all have been successful with their solo careers.
Start off with Taeyang, Daesung, Seung Ri, G-Dragon....wait... someone is missing!
Yes! Mr. TOP has not been able to do a solo song just yet.
He has been a featured artist for Gummy and Uhm Jung Hwa,
but he hasn't released a solo song just for himself.
Great news. With all the four having solo activities-- amidst the controversies--
VIP surely expect YG to give TOP a solo song.
In their 2010 Big Show, TOP will hype up everyone with releasing his solo song.
Now every VIP will so want to attend the concert.
As for me, I'm stuck here in the west, so fancams anyone?
After the group has taken a year of hiatus, we are all anxious for their next appearance.
They all have been successful with their solo careers.
Start off with Taeyang, Daesung, Seung Ri, G-Dragon....wait... someone is missing!
Yes! Mr. TOP has not been able to do a solo song just yet.
He has been a featured artist for Gummy and Uhm Jung Hwa,
but he hasn't released a solo song just for himself.
Great news. With all the four having solo activities-- amidst the controversies--
VIP surely expect YG to give TOP a solo song.
In their 2010 Big Show, TOP will hype up everyone with releasing his solo song.
Now every VIP will so want to attend the concert.
As for me, I'm stuck here in the west, so fancams anyone?
Jaebom, Where Art Thou?
Apparently there were speculations of him being in a Hollywood film.
Hype Nation, the same movie which rumored of Boa and Son Dambi's appearance.
Will this movie really cast Jaebom or just pull him out like the other two said artists?
Nonetheless, it is funny how the media and press try to get answers from JYPE.
Hello..? The guy quit remember? So whatever he decides, JYPE probably wouldn't know.
There were various videos of Jaebom b-boy dancing, maybe the producers discovered him.
The guy might be a but pitch-y in singing, but his dance moves are worth seeing.
But wouldn't all Hottests out there just rather wish he comes back with his 2pm boys?
Hype Nation, the same movie which rumored of Boa and Son Dambi's appearance.
Will this movie really cast Jaebom or just pull him out like the other two said artists?
Nonetheless, it is funny how the media and press try to get answers from JYPE.
Hello..? The guy quit remember? So whatever he decides, JYPE probably wouldn't know.
There were various videos of Jaebom b-boy dancing, maybe the producers discovered him.
The guy might be a but pitch-y in singing, but his dance moves are worth seeing.
But wouldn't all Hottests out there just rather wish he comes back with his 2pm boys?
When K-pop dominates.
Who watched American Idol?
Did you guys see a guy named John Kim?
With the last name, I figured he was Korean.
With that said, I was expecting a down-right nice audition, and I was correct.
His voice was whole and he had great control.
Still, with those attributes what made his audition worth seeing was
the fact that Shania Twain was smitten not by his deep vocals,
but rather his deep bottom and full lips, talk about distraction.
Watch it yourself:
Even when he exited out, you see Shania checking his behind, oh boy.
Regardless, he made it to Hollywood, but will he go far?
With all those K-pop lovers out there trying their best to make K-pop into the west, maybe.
He wasn't a bad singer, to the least, his voice resembles K.Will a bit.
Now I actually have a reason to watch this show again.
Did you guys see a guy named John Kim?
With the last name, I figured he was Korean.
With that said, I was expecting a down-right nice audition, and I was correct.
His voice was whole and he had great control.
Still, with those attributes what made his audition worth seeing was
the fact that Shania Twain was smitten not by his deep vocals,
but rather his deep bottom and full lips, talk about distraction.
Watch it yourself:
Even when he exited out, you see Shania checking his behind, oh boy.
Regardless, he made it to Hollywood, but will he go far?
With all those K-pop lovers out there trying their best to make K-pop into the west, maybe.
He wasn't a bad singer, to the least, his voice resembles K.Will a bit.
Now I actually have a reason to watch this show again.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
This feeling won't stop.
First day of college again. I wasn't ready to go back just yet.
It was raining, no--it was storming.
Thunderstorms roaring non-stop, I could hear them by my window.
It was scary, really scary.
School was wet, flooded.
How else could I enjoy it?
Especially when this feeling is eating me up.
I don't even know why it is bothering me.
Maybe because I finally realized its importance--the thing I want to keep.
Then it just slipped away like that,
leaving a hole in my selfish heart.
It was raining, no--it was storming.
Thunderstorms roaring non-stop, I could hear them by my window.
It was scary, really scary.
School was wet, flooded.
How else could I enjoy it?
Especially when this feeling is eating me up.
I don't even know why it is bothering me.
Maybe because I finally realized its importance--the thing I want to keep.
Then it just slipped away like that,
leaving a hole in my selfish heart.
Monday, January 18, 2010
The Princess Disease.
Every princesses doesn't want anyone from her kingdom to part from her.
No matter how selfish it seems, a princess is just used to that kind of environment.
It's how they have grown up, it has become their lifestyle.
Of course, nothing runs smoothly all the time, so let downs are inevitable.
Living in a big castle, a princess can only depend on the people around her for happiness.
What is she to do, when one by one they just leave her side?
I want to keep my kingdom the way it is.
But it can't be help, some people go beyond the castle walls,
and the saddest thing is that they don't, or never look back.
The saying "you never know how precious someone is until they are gone" is indeed true. I want to stop taking things for granted, but i find it hard.
It's there, I push it away. It goes away, I pull it back.
But I don't have the strength to always pull things back,
especially those who have drifter too far,
rather I just stand and watch it drift farther,
unable to do or say something for it to come back.
Then I sulk myself for days, and live the rest of my time lamenting.
For those who I could pull back,
I can't help but feel sorry, because they are victims of my selfishness.
In the end, those princesses seem to have everything.
They have so much, that they don't really know what they really want.
Apparently, they too, are victims of their own selfishness.
College starts tomorrow. Yikes.
No matter how selfish it seems, a princess is just used to that kind of environment.
It's how they have grown up, it has become their lifestyle.
Of course, nothing runs smoothly all the time, so let downs are inevitable.
Living in a big castle, a princess can only depend on the people around her for happiness.
What is she to do, when one by one they just leave her side?
I want to keep my kingdom the way it is.
But it can't be help, some people go beyond the castle walls,
and the saddest thing is that they don't, or never look back.
The saying "you never know how precious someone is until they are gone" is indeed true. I want to stop taking things for granted, but i find it hard.
It's there, I push it away. It goes away, I pull it back.
But I don't have the strength to always pull things back,
especially those who have drifter too far,
rather I just stand and watch it drift farther,
unable to do or say something for it to come back.
Then I sulk myself for days, and live the rest of my time lamenting.
For those who I could pull back,
I can't help but feel sorry, because they are victims of my selfishness.
In the end, those princesses seem to have everything.
They have so much, that they don't really know what they really want.
Apparently, they too, are victims of their own selfishness.
College starts tomorrow. Yikes.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
C.N. Blue Album Review
C.N.Blue's mini-album is out!
I listened to it, I'm amazed that I like some of their music.
I won't degrade this group just because they have the music I least prefer listening to.
But I won't be too wonderful either just because I'm Jung YongHwa-bias =]
Regardless, my taste of music won't change because of my bias-ness.
I only liked the soft and mellow music they have in the album.
Like this one: (I Will Forget You)
However, they have rather raw vocals with them, not to mention, they sing in English.
But for those songs that's not my favorite, they are not bad.
I can listen to them and not complain.
For instance, (Love Revolution)
Overall, for a rookie group, this album is really nice.
7/10 =] considering it is only a mini-album
They are already topping Mnet charts, which is a wow.
Considering the recent K-pop has been subject to auto tunes and hard beat lately.
Bands and Indie songs like these don't usually gets recognized in the K-pop scene nowadays.
It must be Shinwoo oppa's doing =D all his fans crazed for their Debut.
I listened to it, I'm amazed that I like some of their music.
I won't degrade this group just because they have the music I least prefer listening to.
But I won't be too wonderful either just because I'm Jung YongHwa-bias =]
Regardless, my taste of music won't change because of my bias-ness.
I only liked the soft and mellow music they have in the album.
Like this one: (I Will Forget You)
However, they have rather raw vocals with them, not to mention, they sing in English.
But for those songs that's not my favorite, they are not bad.
I can listen to them and not complain.
For instance, (Love Revolution)
Overall, for a rookie group, this album is really nice.
7/10 =] considering it is only a mini-album
They are already topping Mnet charts, which is a wow.
Considering the recent K-pop has been subject to auto tunes and hard beat lately.
Bands and Indie songs like these don't usually gets recognized in the K-pop scene nowadays.
It must be Shinwoo oppa's doing =D all his fans crazed for their Debut.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
C.N.Blue I'm A Loner MV (with Lyrics & Translation)
Just after releasing their final teaser, the MV came out.
Great, more Shinwoo oppa, but like what I said before,
their genre is not something I would listen to.
While watching the MV, the tune was actually pretty catchy.
Although it is not my type of music, I came to like this song.
And noo, not because I am YongHwa bias here XD
Someone pointed out that their style resembles Maroon 5.
And I quite agree, no wonder I am liking this song right now.
Considering Marron 5 is one of the few bands I actually listen to.
Here's the MV.
Nice..? No..? it's my current LSS.
Lyrics.
oetoriya oetoriya
oetoriya oetoriya)
bwabwa nareul bwabwa ttokbaro nae du nuneul bwa
geobwa imi neoneun ddan goseul bogo isseo
check it one two three sigyebaneulman chyeoda boneun gae
mal an haedo dareun saram saenggingeol ara
(Rap)
yojeum neon na anin dareun saramgwa mannami jatdeora
ijeneun meonjeo jeonhwado geolji andeora
narang isseul ttaeneun haruga 1chorado neon nae apeseo yojeum haneulman bodeora
Oh~ I know your mind imi neowa naui geori
meoreojin geurigo beoreojin namboda motan uri sai
# oh baby oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~ oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~
외톨이야 외톨이야 사랑에 슬퍼하고 사랑에 눈물짓는 외톨이
oetoriya oetoriya sarange seulpeohago sarange nunmuljitneun oetori
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight gaseumi apa
Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla
one two three four five six seven night su manheun bameul seumyeo nareul dallaego isseo
(Rap)
charari dareun saram saenggyeotdago naega sirheumyeon sirtago
charari soljikhage malhaejwotdamyeon nan neoreul jukdorok miwohajin anhasseul tende
check it one two three ne mareul doesaegyeo bwado irijeori dulleodaeneun geojitmariya
# Repeat
sarangi gane sarangi ddeonane
(han sarameul geurigo han sarangeul naegeneun iksukhaetdeon modeun geotdeureul)
i bami gamyeon neol jiwoyagetji
(geurae na eokjirorado neoreul jiwoyagetji nal beorin neol saenggakhamyeon geuraeyagetji)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)
oetoriya oetoriya daridiridara du~ oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~
oetoriya oetoriya sarange apahago sarangeul gidarineun oetori
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight kkum igil wonhae
Oh no no no no no body knows nal molla
one two three four five six seven night su manheun bameul seumyeo nunmul heulligo isseo
Translation
(I'm a loner. I'm a loner.
I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)
Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes.
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.
(Rap)
You've been meeting someone else often lately.
You don't even call me first anymore.
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.
# oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.
(Rap) If you had just told me honestly
that you got someone else. That you hate me.
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.
# Repeat
Love is going. Love is leaving.
(One person and one love. Everything that I've been used to)
I should erase you after tonight.
(Yes, I should force myself to erase you. I should do so since you abandoned me)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner hurt by love and waiting for love.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight, I want this to be a dream.
Oh no no no no no body knows, no body knows me.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm crying passing many nights awake.
cr:Cnblue-sky.net
Great, more Shinwoo oppa, but like what I said before,
their genre is not something I would listen to.
While watching the MV, the tune was actually pretty catchy.
Although it is not my type of music, I came to like this song.
And noo, not because I am YongHwa bias here XD
Someone pointed out that their style resembles Maroon 5.
And I quite agree, no wonder I am liking this song right now.
Considering Marron 5 is one of the few bands I actually listen to.
Here's the MV.
Nice..? No..? it's my current LSS.
Lyrics.
oetoriya oetoriya
oetoriya oetoriya)
bwabwa nareul bwabwa ttokbaro nae du nuneul bwa
geobwa imi neoneun ddan goseul bogo isseo
check it one two three sigyebaneulman chyeoda boneun gae
mal an haedo dareun saram saenggingeol ara
(Rap)
yojeum neon na anin dareun saramgwa mannami jatdeora
ijeneun meonjeo jeonhwado geolji andeora
narang isseul ttaeneun haruga 1chorado neon nae apeseo yojeum haneulman bodeora
Oh~ I know your mind imi neowa naui geori
meoreojin geurigo beoreojin namboda motan uri sai
# oh baby oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~ oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~
외톨이야 외톨이야 사랑에 슬퍼하고 사랑에 눈물짓는 외톨이
oetoriya oetoriya sarange seulpeohago sarange nunmuljitneun oetori
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight gaseumi apa
Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla
one two three four five six seven night su manheun bameul seumyeo nareul dallaego isseo
(Rap)
charari dareun saram saenggyeotdago naega sirheumyeon sirtago
charari soljikhage malhaejwotdamyeon nan neoreul jukdorok miwohajin anhasseul tende
check it one two three ne mareul doesaegyeo bwado irijeori dulleodaeneun geojitmariya
# Repeat
sarangi gane sarangi ddeonane
(han sarameul geurigo han sarangeul naegeneun iksukhaetdeon modeun geotdeureul)
i bami gamyeon neol jiwoyagetji
(geurae na eokjirorado neoreul jiwoyagetji nal beorin neol saenggakhamyeon geuraeyagetji)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)
oetoriya oetoriya daridiridara du~ oetoriya oetoriya ddaribiriddaradu~
oetoriya oetoriya sarange apahago sarangeul gidarineun oetori
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight kkum igil wonhae
Oh no no no no no body knows nal molla
one two three four five six seven night su manheun bameul seumyeo nunmul heulligo isseo
Translation
(I'm a loner. I'm a loner.
I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)
Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes.
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.
(Rap)
You've been meeting someone else often lately.
You don't even call me first anymore.
When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.
# oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.
(Rap) If you had just told me honestly
that you got someone else. That you hate me.
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.
# Repeat
Love is going. Love is leaving.
(One person and one love. Everything that I've been used to)
I should erase you after tonight.
(Yes, I should force myself to erase you. I should do so since you abandoned me)
(Gone Gone my love is gone)
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner hurt by love and waiting for love.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight, I want this to be a dream.
Oh no no no no no body knows, no body knows me.
one two three four five six seven night, I'm crying passing many nights awake.
cr:Cnblue-sky.net
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Save the Best for Last
I am not anticipating for C.N.Blue's debut.
Their genre is not something in particular that I want to listen to.
What I am anticipating for is Jung Yong Hwa's debut stage.
Ever since You're Beautiful, I have been waiting til I see his face around k-pop world.
His character in that drama did kicked off Ji Hoo sunbae of Boys Over Flowers
off my number one favorite second guy.
His teaser finally came.
Shin Woo is back.
Their genre is not something in particular that I want to listen to.
What I am anticipating for is Jung Yong Hwa's debut stage.
Ever since You're Beautiful, I have been waiting til I see his face around k-pop world.
His character in that drama did kicked off Ji Hoo sunbae of Boys Over Flowers
off my number one favorite second guy.
His teaser finally came.
Shin Woo is back.
Omo~
I was debating whether I should blog this or not,
but now it hit me, I have something to say about this news
so I might as well blog it.
Korean actor Lee Min-ho is set to make a comeback to the small screen in April, according to television broadcaster MBC on Monday.
The actor has been cast for the lead role in a new MBC TV series, tentatively titled "Personal Taste", which is based on a novel of the same title by Korean writer Lee Se-in.
Lee will play the role of Jun Jin-ho, who pretends to be a gay man in order to become roommates with a woman who wants to live with a gay male friend.
An MBC drama executive explained that Lee's combination of "a sophisticated image and the appeal of a man" was perfect for the part and for fulfilling female viewers' fantasies. He also added that Lee's "gripping dramatic presence and his shameless acting" will be convincing for the viewers.
"I decided to do the drama as soon as I read the script", the actor was quoted as saying.
The 22-year-old actor, who debuted in 2005, rose to stardom after starring in the smash hit "Boys Over Flowers" last year. The drama co-starred Korean actress Koo Hye-sun and idol group member Kim Hyun-joong of SS501.
"Taste" is scheduled to air around April after "The Woman Who Still Wants To Marry" ends its run.
Yup, it was that guy from Boys Over Flowers.
We all love how Goo Jun Pyo just act so hard, yet when it comes to Jan Di,
he melts down to a total silly kid. Aiisshhh~
I was waiting for his new drama and the new character he would be playing.
Who would have though that after all the attention he got from his role,
he took a break from the limelight and completely just did CFs.
Now he finally has a new drama, and what more could it be?
After Lee Minho's "I'm the boss, I'm tough" character, he actually took a role of a gay guy.
Kudos to this actor, he knows how to challenge himself well enough.
I am anticipating for this, I will clearly watch this.
I can't picture Goo Jun Pyo acting gay yet XD
but now it hit me, I have something to say about this news
so I might as well blog it.
Korean actor Lee Min-ho is set to make a comeback to the small screen in April, according to television broadcaster MBC on Monday.
The actor has been cast for the lead role in a new MBC TV series, tentatively titled "Personal Taste", which is based on a novel of the same title by Korean writer Lee Se-in.
Lee will play the role of Jun Jin-ho, who pretends to be a gay man in order to become roommates with a woman who wants to live with a gay male friend.
An MBC drama executive explained that Lee's combination of "a sophisticated image and the appeal of a man" was perfect for the part and for fulfilling female viewers' fantasies. He also added that Lee's "gripping dramatic presence and his shameless acting" will be convincing for the viewers.
"I decided to do the drama as soon as I read the script", the actor was quoted as saying.
The 22-year-old actor, who debuted in 2005, rose to stardom after starring in the smash hit "Boys Over Flowers" last year. The drama co-starred Korean actress Koo Hye-sun and idol group member Kim Hyun-joong of SS501.
"Taste" is scheduled to air around April after "The Woman Who Still Wants To Marry" ends its run.
Yup, it was that guy from Boys Over Flowers.
We all love how Goo Jun Pyo just act so hard, yet when it comes to Jan Di,
he melts down to a total silly kid. Aiisshhh~
I was waiting for his new drama and the new character he would be playing.
Who would have though that after all the attention he got from his role,
he took a break from the limelight and completely just did CFs.
Now he finally has a new drama, and what more could it be?
After Lee Minho's "I'm the boss, I'm tough" character, he actually took a role of a gay guy.
Kudos to this actor, he knows how to challenge himself well enough.
I am anticipating for this, I will clearly watch this.
I can't picture Goo Jun Pyo acting gay yet XD
My Today.
Today I hung out with a friend.
We went to our college to buy our books,
to only find out we can actually rent some of them, great,
at least I can save more money now.
If only books are cheaper, then college would have been lovely.
Then right when I get home, my other friend phoned me.
Just to keep her company as she buys her own stuff.
It was nice catching up with here, s'been awhile.
I love those times, doesn't everyone?
hopefully, there's more.
today was rather..fine.
although I regretted spending on something I should have not bought.
those are one of my biggest regrets, sigh.
We went to our college to buy our books,
to only find out we can actually rent some of them, great,
at least I can save more money now.
If only books are cheaper, then college would have been lovely.
Then right when I get home, my other friend phoned me.
Just to keep her company as she buys her own stuff.
It was nice catching up with here, s'been awhile.
I love those times, doesn't everyone?
hopefully, there's more.
today was rather..fine.
although I regretted spending on something I should have not bought.
those are one of my biggest regrets, sigh.
Monday, January 11, 2010
2PM Tik Tok released.
Right when the news of 2PM releasing a new single, I have been anticipating it.
Let alone, with Ms. Yoon Eunhye too, gosh, I love her.
And here it is.
The song is pretty catchy.
The only let down is that for some apparent reason,
JYP music has been subjected to many auto tunes lately.
Not that I'm complaining, my favorite track from this group is Tired of Waiting;
and that song is pretty much auto tune all the way.
Even the rap sounded nice, because I really don't think any of 2pm's rap is worth it.
Sorry to all Taecyeon's fans out there, and Chansung, they need to rap better.
but this song's rap was fine. Let's see if this music can last in my ears.
English Translation
Let alone, with Ms. Yoon Eunhye too, gosh, I love her.
And here it is.
The song is pretty catchy.
The only let down is that for some apparent reason,
JYP music has been subjected to many auto tunes lately.
Not that I'm complaining, my favorite track from this group is Tired of Waiting;
and that song is pretty much auto tune all the way.
Even the rap sounded nice, because I really don't think any of 2pm's rap is worth it.
Sorry to all Taecyeon's fans out there, and Chansung, they need to rap better.
but this song's rap was fine. Let's see if this music can last in my ears.
English Translation
Nobody knows how much I miss you everyday
As I embrace you behind the stage, my heart thumps
We may greet awkwardly in front of other people
But to tell the truth, I’m the one who knows you best
The way you glare, it’s louder than words
The way you want me, the way you’re thirsty
We are so crazy for each other.
***Hook***
Secretly loving someone,
The fact that you’re my girl,
It drives me crazy everyday,
I just want, want you so much
Come here, Tik Tok, Tik Tok, Tik Tok
When I see you, Tik Tok, Tik Tok, Tik Tok
For the entire day, Tik Tok, Tik Tok, Tik Tok
My heart goes Tik Tok, Tik Tok, Tik Tok, Tik Tok
Nobody knows
That we’re in love like this everyday
In my heart, there’s no room for anyone else but you
Tik, I knew it from the start
Tik, There was something about you
Tik, The way you looked at me
Tok, Your exciting love
Tok, And I’m always thirsty for that love
Tok, I always end up searching for you
You’re my only star
No one knows about it so don’t worry
Look into my eyes, I will protect you
I will stay by your side just like this
its our secret its our secret its our secret
It’s taking control of me
I’ll take the burden of our secret rendezvous
Us, proudly holding hands together just like everyone else
Even during my busy day, my work and dreams are forgotten because of
Our love ticks like a clock that doesn’t know how to stop
Baby It’s over Baby It’s over Baby It’s over
cr: musictologyLaLaLa
Younha who is an artist that is both known in Japan and Korea
have released a new album.
Since her genre is not something I listen to a lot, i usually skip her songs.
But then new promotional single "Broke Up Today" is a nice ballad.
Due to that, I decided to listen to her CD.
Of course majority of her songs are still rock ballads.
Then LaLaLa came on, it gives a really calm, jazzy feel.
It was an instant favorite and has been my LSS for the last couple of days.
It's hard not to like this song, even if you don't listen to jazz.
nice tune. It makes me wanna La La La~
have released a new album.
Since her genre is not something I listen to a lot, i usually skip her songs.
But then new promotional single "Broke Up Today" is a nice ballad.
Due to that, I decided to listen to her CD.
Of course majority of her songs are still rock ballads.
Then LaLaLa came on, it gives a really calm, jazzy feel.
It was an instant favorite and has been my LSS for the last couple of days.
It's hard not to like this song, even if you don't listen to jazz.
nice tune. It makes me wanna La La La~
Super New Year~
the greatest 4o seconds news of my life so far.
Super Junior 4th album this year.
how fun~ hopefully all members are present.
Super Junior 4th album this year.
how fun~ hopefully all members are present.
Pinkified.
I just opened this blog, yet I feel like moving again XD.
Renovating the house, so it's a mess.
Boy, have I been in distress.
My room is finally pink.
cold, cold, cold~
My room is now vinyl.
No more carpet floor,
and now at least they fixed my door.
Now I gotta start putting things back on its place.
before my grandma starts nagging at my face.
My brain is so fried, yet I blog about my room with a rhyme.
what the hell.
Renovating the house, so it's a mess.
Boy, have I been in distress.
My room is finally pink.
cold, cold, cold~
My room is now vinyl.
No more carpet floor,
and now at least they fixed my door.
Now I gotta start putting things back on its place.
before my grandma starts nagging at my face.
My brain is so fried, yet I blog about my room with a rhyme.
what the hell.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Two Confessions on One Night
The title says it all. Pretty good timing from those boys huh?
In all honesty, it's pretty burdensome.
Of course, both received a "no" from me. Those "we're better off as friends" statement.
I'm NOT interested, and never will be.
I respect that of course, they may have feelings of still trying to see that maybe I'll change my mind, but really, it won't.
And what's even more worse are the people around them, encouraging them to still go for it.
and those people are my friends. Whaaaa?
They know I'm not interested, yet they still encouraged my suitors to pursue me.
It's frustrating, if they are my friends, they should know where I stand.
and should help ME instead of them.
I'm a pretty private person. I like keeping things down low.
So low, that no one even knows I am currently dating this one guy.
But just dating, because I don't want to be in a relationship right now.
It is burdensome for me that these guys expresses their feelings to me in public, knowing that I just rejected them. Heck, people from San Leandro even knows now >.>
I don't blame them, it is their feelings, who am I to tell them to not express it?
But like I said, my personality finds it burdensome. I don't want to deal with those things.
I am spiteful, I have to say that. When it comes to rejecting guys,
if I don't like them, then it's a big NO and it will never change.
My mind and heart stays firm, because I have so many things to sort out right now,
it is not time for me to venture on relationships yet. So get that?
It would be nice to actually have some people around me to help me out,
to help me tell these boys there's no hope and they should not waste their time on me.
But noooo, the people aroundme really, encourages these boys more.
The people who actually knows me, who actually supports me are miles away from me.
It has been months since I last saw them, and I miss them dearly.
They love listening to my stories and I have to wait two more weeks to be reunited with them.
Better than nothing. I have been keeping this all to myself, once I see them,
I will surely let everything out~ because they know me.
In all honesty, it's pretty burdensome.
Of course, both received a "no" from me. Those "we're better off as friends" statement.
I'm NOT interested, and never will be.
I respect that of course, they may have feelings of still trying to see that maybe I'll change my mind, but really, it won't.
And what's even more worse are the people around them, encouraging them to still go for it.
and those people are my friends. Whaaaa?
They know I'm not interested, yet they still encouraged my suitors to pursue me.
It's frustrating, if they are my friends, they should know where I stand.
and should help ME instead of them.
I'm a pretty private person. I like keeping things down low.
So low, that no one even knows I am currently dating this one guy.
But just dating, because I don't want to be in a relationship right now.
It is burdensome for me that these guys expresses their feelings to me in public, knowing that I just rejected them. Heck, people from San Leandro even knows now >.>
I don't blame them, it is their feelings, who am I to tell them to not express it?
But like I said, my personality finds it burdensome. I don't want to deal with those things.
I am spiteful, I have to say that. When it comes to rejecting guys,
if I don't like them, then it's a big NO and it will never change.
My mind and heart stays firm, because I have so many things to sort out right now,
it is not time for me to venture on relationships yet. So get that?
It would be nice to actually have some people around me to help me out,
to help me tell these boys there's no hope and they should not waste their time on me.
But noooo, the people aroundme really, encourages these boys more.
The people who actually knows me, who actually supports me are miles away from me.
It has been months since I last saw them, and I miss them dearly.
They love listening to my stories and I have to wait two more weeks to be reunited with them.
Better than nothing. I have been keeping this all to myself, once I see them,
I will surely let everything out~ because they know me.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Post-2009
The countdown with my family is still in my head.
Boy, was it noisy and fun.
I love celebrating New Years with my family--it has been a tradition, we are trying to keep.
I slept around 4am, because my cousins and I are up talking, heart to heart.
Bidding 2009 farewell sure is easy. I know 2009 had many ups and downs- but mainly downs.
I sure had my jolly days, days in which I want to keep in my memories.
But if I was given a chance to relive 2009 again, I'll say no and thank you.
2009 has been great for me, truly I am thankful. All those memories shall be kept.
All the lessons will be learned, and for a fact, all the downfall will help me get through with the worst possible situations I have yet to experience.
My New Year's resolution?
My sister told me, just be a better person than you are from last year.
but how? After giving it some thought, I only came up with one.
For next year, I will try my hardest to not take things for granted anymore.
That has always been the case for me. I will try to be a better Jea in 2010.
A person even I can be proud of. Yikes, that's sounds really hard.
Still, I am looking forward for 2010. Ready? Set and Go.
Boy, was it noisy and fun.
I love celebrating New Years with my family--it has been a tradition, we are trying to keep.
I slept around 4am, because my cousins and I are up talking, heart to heart.
Bidding 2009 farewell sure is easy. I know 2009 had many ups and downs- but mainly downs.
I sure had my jolly days, days in which I want to keep in my memories.
But if I was given a chance to relive 2009 again, I'll say no and thank you.
2009 has been great for me, truly I am thankful. All those memories shall be kept.
All the lessons will be learned, and for a fact, all the downfall will help me get through with the worst possible situations I have yet to experience.
My New Year's resolution?
My sister told me, just be a better person than you are from last year.
but how? After giving it some thought, I only came up with one.
For next year, I will try my hardest to not take things for granted anymore.
That has always been the case for me. I will try to be a better Jea in 2010.
A person even I can be proud of. Yikes, that's sounds really hard.
Still, I am looking forward for 2010. Ready? Set and Go.
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